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Rising Star
Finally it was time to try a greater dosage, and take it all in three tokes. Previous tries had a scaring effect on the mind, and only ended up in two small tokes (~30mg). The energy was making an enormous fuss of it's presence, something I've never encountered in it's like before in my life. Astounding!
So, 45mg (measured with 1mg-scale) was laid upon a machine, and then a flame was carefully applied to the neck to melt it into the steel scouring pad filling. It was sunny, it was a forest and I was protected against the mosquitos. In the close vicinity - a couple of ten meters away - there was a little stream that seemed to fill space with a pleasant sound of water.
Deep breath went in and out, flame touched the steel, spice went in...7..8..9..spice went out. Two more times before the energy finally laid it's claws upon the whole body and mind. A horizontal position was then greatly prefered, and naturally, I closed my eyes. Out of the plain darkness vibrating colours began to form. They went around in great kaleidoscopic patterns along with a surprisingly stable high sound, constantly increasing it's pitch. Suddenly all the colour-fractals began to collapse onto themselves, to form a fluctuating three-dimensional multicolour membrane.
The pitch seemed to reach a constant wavelength, and out of the membrane creatures emerged. I could feel their presence, one female, two or three of unknown sex. The creatures were shy, they avoided my minds eye over and over again. They melted into the membrane, as well as out of it. Their main bodies could not be seen, but the contours had a glassy appearance that sometimes not only glowed but also flowed like pure bright light.
The creatures were friendly, greatly friendly. I could not only feel the presence of them, but also of a loving aura. They were curious and observed me for a while, so I tried asking them with my minds voice what they were doing here and what they wanted. I got no answer, how could I please them?
Suddenly the female one (for the moment coming out of the flowery background-membrane) reached out something. It was black and shiny, but I could not accept it. I asked her what it was, but she did not answer, at least I did not hear it. I did not knew were my mouth was, but I knew that the next thing she did was to try and put it there. Was it edible? I simply observed it, but did not do any attempt to receive it. The aura of the moment told me she smiled gently, she seem to understand that this was the real first time and that I wanted to take it slow.
"Next time, next time I'll interact more.." I tried to transfer to them. I think they got it since they melted back into the flower and took an ineffable farewell, shortly afterwards the colours also began to fade by imploding into themselves. They came from nothingness, and they surely returned to it.
The experience was over, but amazement was left along with joy. Where were I? What did they want to give to me? A feeling of universal happiness and peace was left and stayed for the whole day. When thinking back of yesterday, I can still remember the peaceful non-hostile all-loving creatures, even though I could not observe them. Maybe next time?
Critic response is greatly appreciated! This was after all my very first encounter, so it may not seem as interesting as the other reports on this forum. For me though, it was a whole other story. It was amazing bliss I hope to be able to experience yet again!
So, 45mg (measured with 1mg-scale) was laid upon a machine, and then a flame was carefully applied to the neck to melt it into the steel scouring pad filling. It was sunny, it was a forest and I was protected against the mosquitos. In the close vicinity - a couple of ten meters away - there was a little stream that seemed to fill space with a pleasant sound of water.
Deep breath went in and out, flame touched the steel, spice went in...7..8..9..spice went out. Two more times before the energy finally laid it's claws upon the whole body and mind. A horizontal position was then greatly prefered, and naturally, I closed my eyes. Out of the plain darkness vibrating colours began to form. They went around in great kaleidoscopic patterns along with a surprisingly stable high sound, constantly increasing it's pitch. Suddenly all the colour-fractals began to collapse onto themselves, to form a fluctuating three-dimensional multicolour membrane.
The pitch seemed to reach a constant wavelength, and out of the membrane creatures emerged. I could feel their presence, one female, two or three of unknown sex. The creatures were shy, they avoided my minds eye over and over again. They melted into the membrane, as well as out of it. Their main bodies could not be seen, but the contours had a glassy appearance that sometimes not only glowed but also flowed like pure bright light.
The creatures were friendly, greatly friendly. I could not only feel the presence of them, but also of a loving aura. They were curious and observed me for a while, so I tried asking them with my minds voice what they were doing here and what they wanted. I got no answer, how could I please them?
Suddenly the female one (for the moment coming out of the flowery background-membrane) reached out something. It was black and shiny, but I could not accept it. I asked her what it was, but she did not answer, at least I did not hear it. I did not knew were my mouth was, but I knew that the next thing she did was to try and put it there. Was it edible? I simply observed it, but did not do any attempt to receive it. The aura of the moment told me she smiled gently, she seem to understand that this was the real first time and that I wanted to take it slow.
"Next time, next time I'll interact more.." I tried to transfer to them. I think they got it since they melted back into the flower and took an ineffable farewell, shortly afterwards the colours also began to fade by imploding into themselves. They came from nothingness, and they surely returned to it.
The experience was over, but amazement was left along with joy. Where were I? What did they want to give to me? A feeling of universal happiness and peace was left and stayed for the whole day. When thinking back of yesterday, I can still remember the peaceful non-hostile all-loving creatures, even though I could not observe them. Maybe next time?
Critic response is greatly appreciated! This was after all my very first encounter, so it may not seem as interesting as the other reports on this forum. For me though, it was a whole other story. It was amazing bliss I hope to be able to experience yet again!
