This trip was a week ago. I have been routinely going on these journeys every Wednesday because it's my day off and I have the house all to myself. I was struggling because I really didn't want to go, but I felt like I should do it because of the opportunity. I gave in to it. It all seemed very short and my body fought it. I was feeling really irritated and pissed off, but I did not know why. It was just my emotion that I had no control over. Weird. Taking a break from it for a little while.