antrocles said:
any way i can coax SWIY to elaborate on the experience and how it differs from a straight smoked spice journey?....
nn dmt, you get dmt space
5 meo, you are all possibilities of space and time, you basically get deleted, and get a sneak peek at what god does to create all of this. In my heart and mind, it makes perfect sense, in my human language, it cannot even begin to be touched. Its slightly annoying, and deeply humbling at the same time.
Annoying only because you end up sounding like a blithing idiot, not being able to explain how it works and now youre talking about god, yay. lol Oh well. Annoying like having too much kind bud or hash that you cant give away cause you are in some sort of prism lol.
To me, 5meo encompasses nn in the first 5-10 seconds, does the work needed to dissolve the ego, and then bursts into something completely different I can only call God. The ego dissolution seems to be a sort of an art, the degree of surrender seems to have something to do with the degree of fullness persay.
nn= hyper perception
5meo= beyond perception
the difference to me, is simply, one is fun, and one is real. Its fun to interact with beings on nn as a human, but its more real to just let go of my ideas of being a human and just be god. (not like you have a choice most of the time) I would suggest nn for starters, and if they like that, go for the 5 meo. And with 5meo, I think there is a spiritual safeguard on it, it seems you cannot break through unless you are completely okay with dying, or surrendering your ego in trust to the divine. If somone is just trying to get high from 5 meo, wow, what a potentially beautiful disaster.
It blasts every visual illusion Ive ever had from any experience in any lifetime out of the water soooo bad, I dont even try to explain how, its not possible. 5 meo, is truly like having every single filter or veil, lifted, and all there is, is god, you are everywhere, everywhen. There is with words, no way to even scratch the surface of what that God situation even means or is. There are no longer questions, sure human ego based hypothetical speculations, but from a soul point of view, one is truly
full.
The entheogenic evolution has a couple of podcasts about 5meo. one titled dmt and the mystic toad, and the other titled T.O.A.D. Temple of awakening divinity. There is also a book all about 5 meo called Tryptamine Palace, it doesnt come out till June unless you got a copy at the burn, but it sounds very intriguing considering the accounts of it made in the above stated podcasts.
Im a bit reluctant to even say any of this, because I am convinced you can get the same things from nn, and even salvia, I think it has a lot more to do with the person and their philosophy than the substance. I think there is a sort of work to be done with each sacrament in order to somehow attain the supreme with all of them, and then without any of them. At least this is what I gather from 5 meo lessons.
Most noteworthy, is since being disolved into god, this body has become extremely sensitive to other entheogens like lsd and mushrooms. Before I would take quater sheets or half ounces, now threshold doses do the trick better than the highest doses ive taken.
If I can say its like something, its like god taking of its VR glasses, and taking a deep "breathe" and then putting them back on, choosing what to and what not to, remember. Afterall, you gotta leave some questions unanswered, or it takes all the fun out of discovery.
Like "Hal" says in the podcast, 5meo is very
demystifying in the sence, that you get to see from gods perspective, and all the little mysteries and oddities are not so odd anymore, but extremely familiar, and completely unmagical. Its how you programmed it remember? lol Ohhhh yeah, I programmed it to forget, in order to discover, the only way I can pretend to exist, as a human, or as god the creator. lol