So I've been doing small doses over a period of about a month to get myself used to hyperspace, etc. In my last experience I got a small view of hyperspace and all the stuff floating around in there but it didn't go past that.
I put 50mg into the vial of my handheld vape, grabbed a towel to sit on, and found a good spot in my backyard with good sunlight. I meditated for a few minutes, got in a happy mindset, and then started hitting the vape. I felt time grinding to a halt, and also my thought process, and then boom. I felt like I got hit by a train and nothing made sense anymore, I was caught in some loop? I felt like a small fraction of time was looping and every thought I had was interrupted because my brain was not built to process what I was experiencing. During this time there was someone or something telling me to "let go". So I did just that.
Then it's like someone lifted a veil over me and said "well, here is what life is really like". And I saw how the spirits maintained life on Earth here, it's like they were some kind of farmers/scientists and they were conducting some sort of experiment with physical reality by creating life on Earth. That's what I got from it, like life on Earth is some sort of giant experiment that we are all a part of. These entities were very loving and they treated me as one of them, and that made me happy. This whole middle part of my trip is very cloudy, but I can clearly remember my thoughts about what I saw.
Next thing I remember is a female spirit bidding farewell to me as she turned into the tree that was right above where I was. Then I realized I was back and all I could say was "WOW". This was easily the most profound experience of my life, it blew me completely away. This happened about a week ago and this past week has been one of the best weeks of my life. I just feel so confident about myself and at peace with everything, It's like that one thing I have been searching for my whole life, reading, thinking, finally I was at one with the ultimate truth and it welcomed me with open arms and it was beautiful.
I put 50mg into the vial of my handheld vape, grabbed a towel to sit on, and found a good spot in my backyard with good sunlight. I meditated for a few minutes, got in a happy mindset, and then started hitting the vape. I felt time grinding to a halt, and also my thought process, and then boom. I felt like I got hit by a train and nothing made sense anymore, I was caught in some loop? I felt like a small fraction of time was looping and every thought I had was interrupted because my brain was not built to process what I was experiencing. During this time there was someone or something telling me to "let go". So I did just that.
Then it's like someone lifted a veil over me and said "well, here is what life is really like". And I saw how the spirits maintained life on Earth here, it's like they were some kind of farmers/scientists and they were conducting some sort of experiment with physical reality by creating life on Earth. That's what I got from it, like life on Earth is some sort of giant experiment that we are all a part of. These entities were very loving and they treated me as one of them, and that made me happy. This whole middle part of my trip is very cloudy, but I can clearly remember my thoughts about what I saw.
Next thing I remember is a female spirit bidding farewell to me as she turned into the tree that was right above where I was. Then I realized I was back and all I could say was "WOW". This was easily the most profound experience of my life, it blew me completely away. This happened about a week ago and this past week has been one of the best weeks of my life. I just feel so confident about myself and at peace with everything, It's like that one thing I have been searching for my whole life, reading, thinking, finally I was at one with the ultimate truth and it welcomed me with open arms and it was beautiful.
