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Hey GK, thanks for sharing your experience

LSD is incredible isn't it? Your description was thoroughly fascinating and it gave me chills, trying to remember the feelings you describe. I think each individuals experience of meeting god face to face is similar in the fact that they all resemble a universal oneness. Peoples' perception of god can be portrayed with limitless symbols and archetypes but when you experience it there are no words to describe it. We can try by calling it clear or white light, the Void, Krsna, Allah, God or any infinite number and combination of words and mathematical language known on this earth yet we still cannot describe what "it" is. You have to meet it, feel it, experience it; then you just know that it runs through everything and it doesn't matter what you call it

I believe that every entity you come into contact with (or person, animal, being, moment in life that occurs) was placed there, exactly in that moment, for you to learn something. Whether it is blissful or harrowing, dark or light, seemingly significant or not, inexplicable or flat out strange, it is there because you have placed it there for yourself. Synchronicity to me means a higher, more evolved version of myself (or my spirit), chose every instant in this life for me to learn an ultimate lesson; as well as share this eternal love within myself with others. We are meant to enjoy this physical life, and to help others enjoy it. The spirits are hungry for a physical body because it is such a gift to be a human being. Bodies are in high demand! I think entities are just as interested in us as we are in them.

I too have been confronting fear not only in altered states of consciousness but in everyday life and decision making. Lately I have been affirming to myself that fear wants you to fail. You feel fear creep in and your mind starts racing about "why you shouldn't do this" or "is it going to work" or "is it good enough". In reality you are fully capable of doing whatever it is you are trying to do but your ego tries to hold you back. I often times experience this right before a changa ceremony and then feel extreme relief after I plunge in. As in ceremony, so in life when I am trying to make an important decision or i have a nerve-racking meeting to attend. The fear builds up beforehand and then as soon as I plunge in it dissipates. Fear appears strong but it is in fact weak, and oftentimes holds reward and progress behind it. Make fear your friend.

upwaysidedown:

Thankyou for posting this. I have come across Siva a few times in hyperspace but before I have also (unknowingly until now) encountered Mahakala. He came to me in a vaped DMT experience during a transitional period in my life where I knew I should be changing my ways but I continued down a destructive path. At the time I was terrified as he came very close to my face and poked me with his claws all over my chest and insidiously smiled until he was quantum-close to me. Upon reflection I know now that he was there to help me destroy my old patterns and begin anew, as does Siva's appearance when he comes.

I believe that when you are visited by entities, spirits, aliens, fairies, angels, or demons they are in fact a representation of the all encompassing "god" -- i.e. you and everyone us being One -- that is being shown to you for an exact purpose at that exact moment in time, that you will learn from it and progress in your life toward true happiness and love.

Sorry if I sound a little out there :roll: Your post inspired me today. Welcome to the Nexus, happy and safe travels friend :d

Peace!
-SM

<blockquote data-quote="smoothmonkey" data-source="post: 3781449" data-attributes="member: 32441">Hey GK, thanks for sharing your experience <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile&nbsp; &nbsp; :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> LSD is incredible isn&#039;t it? Your description was thoroughly fascinating and it gave me chills, trying to remember the feelings you describe. I think each individuals experience of meeting god face to face is similar in the fact that they all resemble a universal oneness. Peoples&#039; perception of god can be portrayed with limitless symbols and archetypes but when you experience it there are no words to describe it. We can try by calling it clear or white light, the Void, Krsna, Allah, God or any infinite number and combination of words and mathematical language known on this earth yet we still cannot describe what &quot;it&quot; is. You have to meet it, feel it, experience it; then you just know that it runs through everything and it doesn&#039;t matter what you call it <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile&nbsp; &nbsp; :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> I believe that every entity you come into contact with (or person, animal, being, moment in life that occurs) was placed there, exactly in that moment, for you to learn something. Whether it is blissful or harrowing, dark or light, seemingly significant or not, inexplicable or flat out strange, it is there because you have placed it there for yourself. Synchronicity to me means a higher, more evolved version of myself (or my spirit), chose every instant in this life for me to learn an ultimate lesson; as well as share this eternal love within myself with others. We are meant to enjoy this physical life, and to help others enjoy it. The spirits are hungry for a physical body because it is such a gift to be a human being. Bodies are in high demand! I think entities are just as interested in us as we are in them. I too have been confronting fear not only in altered states of consciousness but in everyday life and decision making. Lately I have been affirming to myself that fear wants you to fail. You feel fear creep in and your mind starts racing about &quot;why you shouldn&#039;t do this&quot; or &quot;is it going to work&quot; or &quot;is it good enough&quot;. In reality you are fully capable of doing&nbsp; whatever it is you are trying to do but your ego tries to hold you back. I often times experience this right before a changa ceremony and then feel extreme relief after I plunge in. As in ceremony, so in life when I am trying to make an important decision or i have a nerve-racking meeting to attend. The fear builds up beforehand and then as soon as I plunge in it dissipates. Fear appears strong but it is in fact weak, and oftentimes holds reward and progress behind it. Make fear your friend.upwaysidedown:Thankyou for posting this. I have come across Siva a few times in hyperspace but before I have also (unknowingly until now) encountered Mahakala. He came to me in a vaped DMT experience during a transitional period in my life where I knew I should be changing my ways but I continued down a destructive path. At the time I was terrified as he came very close to my face and poked me with his claws all over my chest and insidiously smiled until he was quantum-close to me. Upon reflection I know now that he was there to help me destroy my old patterns and begin anew, as does Siva&#039;s appearance when he comes. I believe that when you are visited by entities, spirits, aliens, fairies, angels, or demons they are in fact a representation of the all encompassing &quot;god&quot; -- i.e. you and everyone us being One -- that is being shown to you for an exact purpose at that exact moment in time, that you will learn from it and progress in your life toward true happiness and love.Sorry if I sound a little out there :roll: Your post inspired me today. Welcome to the Nexus, happy and safe travels friend :d Peace!-SM</blockquote>

[QUOTE="smoothmonkey, post: 3781449, member: 32441"] Hey GK, thanks for sharing your experience :) LSD is incredible isn't it? Your description was thoroughly fascinating and it gave me chills, trying to remember the feelings you describe. I think each individuals experience of meeting god face to face is similar in the fact that they all resemble a universal oneness. Peoples' perception of god can be portrayed with limitless symbols and archetypes but when you [i]experience[/i] it there are no words to describe it. We can try by calling it clear or white light, the Void, Krsna, Allah, God or any infinite number and combination of words and mathematical language known on this earth yet we still cannot describe what "it" is. You have to meet it, feel it, experience it; then you just know that it runs through everything and it doesn't matter what you call it :) I believe that every entity you come into contact with (or person, animal, being, moment in life that occurs) was placed there, exactly in that moment, for you to learn something. Whether it is blissful or harrowing, dark or light, seemingly significant or not, inexplicable or flat out strange, it is there because you have placed it there for yourself. Synchronicity to me means a higher, more evolved version of myself (or my spirit), chose every instant in this life for me to learn an ultimate lesson; as well as share this eternal love within myself with others. We are meant to enjoy this physical life, and to help others enjoy it. The spirits are hungry for a physical body because it is such a gift to be a human being. Bodies are in high demand! I think entities are just as interested in us as we are in them. I too have been confronting fear not only in altered states of consciousness but in everyday life and decision making. Lately I have been affirming to myself that fear wants you to fail. You feel fear creep in and your mind starts racing about "why you shouldn't do this" or "is it going to work" or "is it good enough". In reality you are fully capable of doing whatever it is you are trying to do but your ego tries to hold you back. I often times experience this right before a changa ceremony and then feel extreme relief after I plunge in. As in ceremony, so in life when I am trying to make an important decision or i have a nerve-racking meeting to attend. The fear builds up beforehand and then as soon as I plunge in it dissipates. Fear appears strong but it is in fact weak, and oftentimes holds reward and progress behind it. Make fear your friend. upwaysidedown: Thankyou for posting this. I have come across Siva a few times in hyperspace but before I have also (unknowingly until now) encountered Mahakala. He came to me in a vaped DMT experience during a transitional period in my life where I knew I should be changing my ways but I continued down a destructive path. At the time I was terrified as he came very close to my face and poked me with his claws all over my chest and insidiously smiled until he was quantum-close to me. Upon reflection I know now that he was there to help me destroy my old patterns and begin anew, as does Siva's appearance when he comes. I believe that when you are visited by entities, spirits, aliens, fairies, angels, or demons they are in fact a representation of the all encompassing "god" -- i.e. you and everyone us being One -- that is being shown to you for an exact purpose at that exact moment in time, that you will learn from it and progress in your life toward true happiness and love. Sorry if I sound a little out there :roll: Your post inspired me today. Welcome to the Nexus, happy and safe travels friend :d Peace! -SM [/QUOTE]