Doing nothing and saying nothing has always come quite easily. That's why I live in poverty and have no friends. I was even able to enjoy living outside alone for some years, and appreciate the simple things.. like a can of chili.. water.. silence.. or the peace of mind that hard earnest work will bring you.

The purpose of pursuing this life is to me the healing and fortifying of my body. There still a lot of improvement to be done.

It won't be difficult, but it is a process.. and the fact that I have so many other projects (adhd) I am slowly working on, is all that really stands in my way when I go to sit.

There is a little I have discovered about myself in recent years, my limits and that... But it is a lot that I have discovered about the world. This has recentered me and shown me where my priorities lay. And I think I'm ready to begin the slow climb up the ladder. There is really nowhere else to go but further inward, after all.