Great advice, thank you. I especially appreciate and resonate with how you have an enthusiasm for all of it. I often see people refer to spiritual development using terms like "work", and I just can't relate to that mentality. For me, it's always such an exciting adventure. I'll try to keep the "already enlightened" aspect in mind when I find myself striving excessively.

Good god, man, you really should if you get a chance. Based on what I've seen of your posts, it's almost even more up your alley than it is mine. In my experience, its breakthrough state is the personification of everything you're describing, where the gateless gate is crossed and the illusion of separation is fully cast off. Low and medium doses are super helpful as well, while being much less potentially terrifying.