Been a far few weeks since DMT, I am still haunted by a couple of the things she showed me.
You are borrowing her energy.
She swims alongside us at a higher energy density.
She can mutate an insant - the smallest frequency of imcoming sense, reality as you know it - into a thousand pieces and more if your human form could hold that, you might go with her.
However, be humble, you are human and trapped with this body, these limits. You can choose to go beyond those limits and leave your body behind; dont hide from the consequences of your actions.
She has a dark side for sure, and it looks evil because it is a joke. She considers us a joke. She will laugh at your death. She doesn't care to be human.
She knows you better than you do, yet you still have a choice so she doesnt own the future.
She doesnt own the future.
And now, after a small taste of mary J to soften my ego singular mind and a dose of crystal ecstacy to encourage naked spirit I tell the wakeup I had this sunny evening.
I can't tell you the context because I dont want to encourage dangers use of human-altering drugs.
Time and the moment exists so fleetingly that it seems like it isnt really there.
It is a singular point of energy that mutates into the next moment, then it doesnt exist!
Every frame that the mind captures, they get sorted into frames where each fram is as unique as a fingerprint and its gone as fast as it came, and yet it is so similar that each moment is fiercly related to its origin.
Past and future dont exist and im trying to figure out a way to live purely without obsessing over the past and worrying about the future.
End
You are borrowing her energy.
She swims alongside us at a higher energy density.
She can mutate an insant - the smallest frequency of imcoming sense, reality as you know it - into a thousand pieces and more if your human form could hold that, you might go with her.
However, be humble, you are human and trapped with this body, these limits. You can choose to go beyond those limits and leave your body behind; dont hide from the consequences of your actions.
She has a dark side for sure, and it looks evil because it is a joke. She considers us a joke. She will laugh at your death. She doesn't care to be human.
She knows you better than you do, yet you still have a choice so she doesnt own the future.
She doesnt own the future.
And now, after a small taste of mary J to soften my ego singular mind and a dose of crystal ecstacy to encourage naked spirit I tell the wakeup I had this sunny evening.
I can't tell you the context because I dont want to encourage dangers use of human-altering drugs.
Time and the moment exists so fleetingly that it seems like it isnt really there.
It is a singular point of energy that mutates into the next moment, then it doesnt exist!
Every frame that the mind captures, they get sorted into frames where each fram is as unique as a fingerprint and its gone as fast as it came, and yet it is so similar that each moment is fiercly related to its origin.
Past and future dont exist and im trying to figure out a way to live purely without obsessing over the past and worrying about the future.
End