Justsomedude
Rising Star
Once upon a time, I was really into meditation and zen, and desperately looking for meaning, and for knowledge about myself. At the same time I was training around 12-24 hours a week.
During this time, I have had a series of very strong visual experiences, among other things.
These were months apart, I did not chronicle the exact date and time, but it was roughly 5-8 years ago.
During the first session, I experienced myself in third person.
The world and myself, was purely black and white, no contrast, no color whatsoever, and no straight lines at this point.
Resting with "empty" breath, I saw myself as a mostly white outline, the contours wavy and distorted, with every breath, a darkness would fill my form.
This went on for a unspecified amount of time, and at some point I lost "it" and it broke off.
The next time this happened, the darkness took a stronger note, it was on the edges of the surroundings, there were no walls, or anything, it just felt like I am in an endless expanse. With breaths, it started to grow a little like "spikes" or "spiky armor" around my body.
This might have gone for another two sessions, until the final and most interesting one.
In the final experience, I no longer was sitting, but I was a tall Figure, moving, and reaching towards the Sky, with every breath, more of this "black armor" encased me, until at some point, it engulfed me entirely, at which point this figure raised its fist towards the sky, and the entire "scape" was engulfed in blackness.
What to make of it ? I dunno.
It was more intense than any other visuals I've had on LSD or DMT so far.
During this time, I have had a series of very strong visual experiences, among other things.
These were months apart, I did not chronicle the exact date and time, but it was roughly 5-8 years ago.
During the first session, I experienced myself in third person.
The world and myself, was purely black and white, no contrast, no color whatsoever, and no straight lines at this point.
Resting with "empty" breath, I saw myself as a mostly white outline, the contours wavy and distorted, with every breath, a darkness would fill my form.
This went on for a unspecified amount of time, and at some point I lost "it" and it broke off.
The next time this happened, the darkness took a stronger note, it was on the edges of the surroundings, there were no walls, or anything, it just felt like I am in an endless expanse. With breaths, it started to grow a little like "spikes" or "spiky armor" around my body.
This might have gone for another two sessions, until the final and most interesting one.
In the final experience, I no longer was sitting, but I was a tall Figure, moving, and reaching towards the Sky, with every breath, more of this "black armor" encased me, until at some point, it engulfed me entirely, at which point this figure raised its fist towards the sky, and the entire "scape" was engulfed in blackness.
What to make of it ? I dunno.
It was more intense than any other visuals I've had on LSD or DMT so far.