Portals2Eternity
"You have to see to believe!"
So, I seem to have overestimated yesterday's experience as a breakthrough. While it definitely had the trappings, today's experience revealed the nature of the dmt flash.
I hit the bowl...
McKenna's 3 hit directive guiding my motions...
I didn't know if I was my daughter - Makenna - or she was me, or who I was. The "I" I thought I was died. Time stopped. Consciousness was all, all was conscious. I made so much of contact with entities, but this was so far beyond the imagery I had propped up in my mind. The ineffability lingers. I was reborn in a space I had been before but had forgotten. But there was no mistaking it now: I was home. The timeline existed eternally. Eternity in every direction, endlessly. The life force swirled in me, around me, through me. I was nothing. I was everything. Death is a door; a portal. This life is a pastime...
Blessed. Gratitude in abundance. I cried, "My God! My God!", in endless repetition as the veil began to obstruct this portal to the Godhead. I shuttered and trembled in awe.
I must return. We all will, undoubtedly. I'm anew; cleansed. Linked to these realms, though they're hidden once again.
I've been exalted. I'm burdened by this freedom. I'm buried in unimaginable depths.

I hit the bowl...
McKenna's 3 hit directive guiding my motions...
I didn't know if I was my daughter - Makenna - or she was me, or who I was. The "I" I thought I was died. Time stopped. Consciousness was all, all was conscious. I made so much of contact with entities, but this was so far beyond the imagery I had propped up in my mind. The ineffability lingers. I was reborn in a space I had been before but had forgotten. But there was no mistaking it now: I was home. The timeline existed eternally. Eternity in every direction, endlessly. The life force swirled in me, around me, through me. I was nothing. I was everything. Death is a door; a portal. This life is a pastime...
Blessed. Gratitude in abundance. I cried, "My God! My God!", in endless repetition as the veil began to obstruct this portal to the Godhead. I shuttered and trembled in awe.
I must return. We all will, undoubtedly. I'm anew; cleansed. Linked to these realms, though they're hidden once again.
I've been exalted. I'm burdened by this freedom. I'm buried in unimaginable depths.