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Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Should I laugh or cry? Im still coming down from the last lingering effects of my LSD trip. At the peak of the trip i vaped about 35mg of DMT freebase. I have vaped around 15-16 times before this, and about one third of those was during LSD trips. From my limited experience combining acid and DMT makes the experience just so much more clear and vivid. At one point during this last trip to the DMT universe I was drinking tea with ... god? .. laughing having a good time, pink teacups by the way. And then I realise that this "thing" that i perceive as god is actually myself.
This has been a recurring thread through out my previous trips. The fact that I go back and forth between communicating with enteties and then realising I AM actually the entity myself. If that makes any sense, which I am not surprised if it doesn't
Can anyone else relate to this?
In another part of the trip, also while having a breakthrough, it was just as If i was in another dimension, pearing through a window with shutters into this third dimensional ordinary world. What was behind me though is what was the interesting part. I knew that what was behind me was the "real world" and I could just see some of it in the corners of my vision. I wanted to turn around to see what it was like, but couldn't do it. Then a few moments later I was back in my livingroom. I hope I can get back to something similar again in the future and manage to actually turn around.
Something else strange happened a few times for 1-2 hours after the DMT effects wore off. I could ALMOST picture myself as a third person. Like from a different angle then from the inside of my head. Rather slightly above and to the side of my body instead. Very strange feeling, since except for this I was not feeling any of the DMT effects any more (still high from the acid though).
This has been a recurring thread through out my previous trips. The fact that I go back and forth between communicating with enteties and then realising I AM actually the entity myself. If that makes any sense, which I am not surprised if it doesn't
Can anyone else relate to this?In another part of the trip, also while having a breakthrough, it was just as If i was in another dimension, pearing through a window with shutters into this third dimensional ordinary world. What was behind me though is what was the interesting part. I knew that what was behind me was the "real world" and I could just see some of it in the corners of my vision. I wanted to turn around to see what it was like, but couldn't do it. Then a few moments later I was back in my livingroom. I hope I can get back to something similar again in the future and manage to actually turn around.
Something else strange happened a few times for 1-2 hours after the DMT effects wore off. I could ALMOST picture myself as a third person. Like from a different angle then from the inside of my head. Rather slightly above and to the side of my body instead. Very strange feeling, since except for this I was not feeling any of the DMT effects any more (still high from the acid though).
