Exist said:
Has anyone had any experience in this field? Is it possible? IS anyone knowledgeable on this matter?
Wow... that's a mouthful! I lean towards seeing Nirvana as a remembrance, more than an achievement. How about an achievement in remembrance? Yeah, that seems logical. A most intriguing and inspiring set of questions you raise,
Exist.
In all honesty, I cannot truthfully say I have experienced
Nirvana or even accurately understand what exactly, it is. You hit the nail on the head with your choice of the word "knowledgeable". Just what is knowledge? I THINK I have had experiences which have touched the eternal and the invisible plane of being (I think). I still question if I know anything for a certainty but I feel the yearning to explore the unknown.
The funny thing about the concept of "enlightenment" or any other state of mind expansion, is that one must be so engrossed in the experience, that one loses oneself in the process. This leads to a state of mental stillness and harmonious attunement. How can we chat about such a high level when we are attempting to use our rationale to describe it's elusive and indefinable nature?
At the core of my ideologies about Spirit and the transcendental realms, I cannot be both, an observer of and the living state. How does one see oneself without boundaries or definitions? I am essentially uncertain who I am. It's a common enough side effect form the practice of deep meditation and/or psychedelic usage. I have seen my personal vantage point evaporate before my subjectivity so many times... I pause before making any clear definitions about such an exalted plane of
supraconsciousness.
When my mind is still and I have dissolved into the formless insubstantiality of the unbroken Oneness... I do not have a self in the same sense as when I exist within "normal" parameters. I/you/we discover new views into "reality" and regions of mind, which are beyond our grasp as witnesses to the fabric of our being. Something exponentially greater than our own personal desires and ambitions beckons our conscious focus into new awakenings and new vistas.
Perhaps we need to toss the questions about the state of Nirvana out, for the time being? It cannot be discussed nor thought about, as it implies transcendence and illumination. This cannot be found through intellect or reasoning. You know, we might find greater insights into the nature of Nirvana if we ask
what is not Nirvana? I would think that what is not Nirvana is the total absence of a certain, specific type of knowledge. A
knowledge which reveals or perhaps decodes the interconnection and indivisibility of the central core of all awareness (of being). An awareness of being existent within the Grid of the eternal expanse of
God. :idea:
If we take the wisdom of our elders to heart, those sages, shamans, mystics and seers of yore... we find that most spiritual traditions depict two opposing forces at play. Truth and illusion. But... who judges which is which? For to be in a position of observation, we are separate from the subject of our observation. Our very witnessing is a form of duality.
I seems as if at it's very root, awareness is a SINGULAR phenomenon, so essentially, it is indivisible and non-dualistic in it's vibratory being. When we merge with the emptiness of the
Clear Light of the Void, we discover that we are each and every one of us Divine being. We exist on multiple levels and are called to unite these dichotomies within ourselves, holistically, via our immersions within the
insubstantial essence.
If this leads to an awakening of
The Godhead or
The Omniself, this is a pretty wonderful spiritual activation in the works. Both, organic and inevitable for the quarries of the individual soul. If it leads to the idea that existence is merely a random and hollow series of equally random phenomena, which have no meaning or purpose (but for those we project said characteristics upon them), this is not arguably NOT exactly what we conceive of as "Nirvana".
Such a thought-mechanism implies that Nirvana is not the objective state of the Tao as whole and limitless... but a variant of subjectivity. A perspective and a direct experience of the interconnection and holistic core of all that exists. This is a sublimely blissful realization, eh? 8)
All we can do is search beyond the appearances of what we see and perceive. Why so? Because ego cannot experience Nirvana. This is not to suggest that we should project our dreams and concepts about existence upon an infinite universe, rather, we might open ourselves to every possibility, so as to discern our own truths.
So, I guess I'm rattling on about how difficult it is to speak of such states of being and simultaneously remain rational enough to encode our communications with the same force and overwhelming intensity of such an Omniscient energy field. Finding our own Nirvana can never be as easy as finding the proper conceptualization to ponder.
If bliss is a characteristic of Nirvana, it must surely be because the loss of self is so expansive and radiant a transcendental experience. Washed into the formlessness of the
indivisible quintessence... the mind is stopped and the soul bird allowed to take flight into infinity.
Perhaps Nirvana lives so deep within each of us that we can only perceive of it when we are shattered by the force of potent entheogens, near death experiences or the saturating effect of continued practice of sadhana in action?
It's certainly a magnificent idea to contemplate. Paradoxically, we cannot be both, observing the Godhead and awakening to being the Godhead. I believe we each are challenged to find Nirvana in our own unique way. I'd like to celebrate the quest for such a vibration of being and I would speculate that when we reach the exalted level, we will recall it was our very being, all along the way. The only fundamental difference is KNOWING that we are One. Such a knowledge is the spark of the Divine and the mirror of every heart and soul.
Who are we? Who am I? Who are you? Which only leads us back to the same point... that being the nature of self. We are surely born into a scenario, whereby we press against the barrier to understanding and potentially, bridge the territory of our personal mirages, with the blinding immensity of the universal consciousness.
