I will keep this as concise as possible. First let me preface this with the meaningless statement that I’ve been working with this stuff for a very long time with perhaps hundreds of journeys under my belt. I’ve seen and experienced quite a vast range of incredible things. I also want to say I’m not a paranoid person at all.
lately as in the past year or so maybe even longer I’ve noticed a trend toward a very consistent mostly disturbing type of experience. Its been the same for a while now, It feels as though some kind of alien entities or force of some kind have infiltrated my connection to the dmt carrier wave . I have tried and tried to see and experience this from every angle possible.
I can only tell you my experience thus far.
It starts with a slow deep vibration in my body. its a very familiar orgasmic connection that begins to ramp up as i increase the dose. In the past this is usually the beginning of wonderful journeys involving connecting to loving entities and feeling unimaginable visualizations of love and colored circus rooms and floating energy things etc.... Lately this has changed to a diabolical feeling of invasion. There is a distinct weird pain in the back of my neck there is the feeling of some kind of force entering my body and attempting to infiltrate my nervous system. It feels like something is remotely trying to hijack my body in an attempt to control me in some way. Whatever it is its very sneaky in the way it works. Imagine taking a huge hit and feeling no change, no visuals, except this peculiar feeling in your body of something slipping in behind the scenes undetected. I can feel this force spreading down my spine from my neck into my arms. I can say its not a good feeling its deeply disturbing. For me, sadly, this may be the end of the rainbow. I know its a bummer to hear a post like this but I feel as though we need to entertain all possibilities. DMT has alot of facets I believe one facet could be the possibility of alien type forces or lifeforms attempting to infiltrate not just humans but any kind of evolved biology that enters the hyperspatial realm. I know it sounds paranoid and crazy but this has been going on for a long time and there is something in me somewhere that is saying its not good thing. I’ve taken long breaks yet no matter what this same kind of thing keeps happening. Its like they know where I live and how to find me.
I have tried to experience this from the shamanic angle that these are entities trying to help me and repair my body etc. . No matter what i do it always crosses a line and gets way wrong .
There is a part of me that knows something is wrong . I’m sure i’m not the only one who has experienced this. Perhaps it may be time to hang up the phone for a while.
lately as in the past year or so maybe even longer I’ve noticed a trend toward a very consistent mostly disturbing type of experience. Its been the same for a while now, It feels as though some kind of alien entities or force of some kind have infiltrated my connection to the dmt carrier wave . I have tried and tried to see and experience this from every angle possible.
I can only tell you my experience thus far.
It starts with a slow deep vibration in my body. its a very familiar orgasmic connection that begins to ramp up as i increase the dose. In the past this is usually the beginning of wonderful journeys involving connecting to loving entities and feeling unimaginable visualizations of love and colored circus rooms and floating energy things etc.... Lately this has changed to a diabolical feeling of invasion. There is a distinct weird pain in the back of my neck there is the feeling of some kind of force entering my body and attempting to infiltrate my nervous system. It feels like something is remotely trying to hijack my body in an attempt to control me in some way. Whatever it is its very sneaky in the way it works. Imagine taking a huge hit and feeling no change, no visuals, except this peculiar feeling in your body of something slipping in behind the scenes undetected. I can feel this force spreading down my spine from my neck into my arms. I can say its not a good feeling its deeply disturbing. For me, sadly, this may be the end of the rainbow. I know its a bummer to hear a post like this but I feel as though we need to entertain all possibilities. DMT has alot of facets I believe one facet could be the possibility of alien type forces or lifeforms attempting to infiltrate not just humans but any kind of evolved biology that enters the hyperspatial realm. I know it sounds paranoid and crazy but this has been going on for a long time and there is something in me somewhere that is saying its not good thing. I’ve taken long breaks yet no matter what this same kind of thing keeps happening. Its like they know where I live and how to find me.
I have tried to experience this from the shamanic angle that these are entities trying to help me and repair my body etc. . No matter what i do it always crosses a line and gets way wrong .
There is a part of me that knows something is wrong . I’m sure i’m not the only one who has experienced this. Perhaps it may be time to hang up the phone for a while.