prosnurfer
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Hey all, not sure where to turn and who to talk to about this. hopefully this is the right place fort this thread. im 36m and have been in the the scene for some time, recently something off has happened to me and i figured this is somewhere i can talk and or hear feedback.
first encounter i guess.
at a fest, went alone had cool friends as camping neighbors. who ended up being alot of help.
one night we were at a show and something came over me, i had taken 2 hits of l that is my personal source, have been using the same for the last 10 years. it wasnt anything new. something came over me and i lost my marbles which is not personally normal for a low dose. basically there were these people i would describe it cult like thy lead me to their children who were in a mind type of school. where they wanted to feed my consciousness to the learning children. they keep saying its ok and everything's alright but it did not feel ok. i was on a high level of a altered state like a very strong dmt experience but had not done any of that this evening. also have personal source, nothing was taken from anyone ese at this time. when they drained my energy i was stuck in this "happy place" but all i wanted to do was feel sane and feel pain and sadness which i could not. hours later my friends found me and helped me come back to reality. the rest of the fest was great!
i basically chocked it up to lack of food and the sun that made me extra that night. although it was very off and stressful.
fast forward a few months out
i had been to many shows doing my same jam with the same usage intake, l,k some drinks and some blow here and there. nothing out of the normal.
recently i went to a show with the same girl i was with at the time of the first encounter, the situation happened again in a odd way.
something came over me and the feeling was that i had been dosed with dmt, had not taken any drugs or drinks from anyone else at this time. so i was totally gone at this point on the dance floor with my friend the same tall clean white people took me, i tried to get a grip on reality and they sprayed me with some smellls that made me fall back in to the high levle dmt like space. they did stuff to me and then felt like rebooting my body. it had this thump in my core and back. after i felt dead inside. once they were done i came back to reality and was "yess im human" ended p being really stressed and confused the rest of the night. i
i described this to a friend and he mentioned the pleadian aliens. looked it up and to the t it seemed like those archetypes. this was all new to me and the person i was with is a similar tall blond figure.
its a weird one. wondering if anyone else has had this experience haha?
thanks for listening
first encounter i guess.
at a fest, went alone had cool friends as camping neighbors. who ended up being alot of help.
one night we were at a show and something came over me, i had taken 2 hits of l that is my personal source, have been using the same for the last 10 years. it wasnt anything new. something came over me and i lost my marbles which is not personally normal for a low dose. basically there were these people i would describe it cult like thy lead me to their children who were in a mind type of school. where they wanted to feed my consciousness to the learning children. they keep saying its ok and everything's alright but it did not feel ok. i was on a high level of a altered state like a very strong dmt experience but had not done any of that this evening. also have personal source, nothing was taken from anyone ese at this time. when they drained my energy i was stuck in this "happy place" but all i wanted to do was feel sane and feel pain and sadness which i could not. hours later my friends found me and helped me come back to reality. the rest of the fest was great!
i basically chocked it up to lack of food and the sun that made me extra that night. although it was very off and stressful.
fast forward a few months out
i had been to many shows doing my same jam with the same usage intake, l,k some drinks and some blow here and there. nothing out of the normal.
recently i went to a show with the same girl i was with at the time of the first encounter, the situation happened again in a odd way.
something came over me and the feeling was that i had been dosed with dmt, had not taken any drugs or drinks from anyone else at this time. so i was totally gone at this point on the dance floor with my friend the same tall clean white people took me, i tried to get a grip on reality and they sprayed me with some smellls that made me fall back in to the high levle dmt like space. they did stuff to me and then felt like rebooting my body. it had this thump in my core and back. after i felt dead inside. once they were done i came back to reality and was "yess im human" ended p being really stressed and confused the rest of the night. i
i described this to a friend and he mentioned the pleadian aliens. looked it up and to the t it seemed like those archetypes. this was all new to me and the person i was with is a similar tall blond figure.
its a weird one. wondering if anyone else has had this experience haha?
thanks for listening
