People's writings of their subjective experiences are merely gross oversimplifications of what actually happened. We attempt to describe the ineffable, so it's really just a lot of crude comparisons usually.
Imagine this scenario for a minute. You have never been to an aquarium before, and you read about people talking about walking around inside this building where fish and other aqua life swim around the walls, in tanks and what not. You can read these descriptions all day long, but they're no substitute for actually going yourself and looking around in awe at all the beautiful sea creatures. Furthermore, 1/2 an hour after you've left, you'd probably have a hard time remembering how things were actually like in the aquarium and not some crude memories that probably aren't even terribly accurate. The thing about an aquarium vs. a DMT experience is that in the case of the aquarium, even if you've never been to one, you're familiar with enough about it to make the kind of "false", expectation-based memories that we tend to make all day long. i.e. you might not remember too much about it, but you would expect to (and did) see turtles and sharks and what not, so those are included in your "memories". In the case of DMT, a lot of it is so alien to the entire human experience, that expectations are highly limited, making it harder to make new memories which makes it harder to talk/write about if you can't even remember it accurately. The more you travel though, the more your expectations will become more accurate (even though DMT will shatter those occasionally anyway) which will allow you to retain better memories with which to tell more accurate stories. Anyway, I'm rambling, and the same thing happened to me when I started where I had read DMT reports up and down, but nothing could have actually prepared me for my experience other than just diving in. Hope you find awe and happiness on your travels :thumb_up: