Hi, magic clown!

Great words on opening yourself to spice! It's true for sure, when you go there w/your heart and mind opened, results are extraordinary and guiding always 

As to your rue experience, could you please describe in details? I didn't try it... So, did you take rue with the spice? Or was it "straight" rue journey? Why did you feel it so overhelming?

Thanks a million in advance!