Ok....This is my first post

SWIM loves dimitri and is trying to breakthrough....

The last time he took it...it was about the size of a pencil eraser(alot)....

Swim took 3 large inhalations but this trip was like no other

Swim felt paralyzed....doing hand motions to try to have mercy to the gods but swim felt like if hes veins/arm nerves had poped and he felt like he was gonna have permanent problems with hes arms....no problems were latter found tho(after 15 minutes)....

As he finished inhaling with the method of a sandwich(calea zacatechichi).....he was breathing really deep and fast....this is what scared him....the thats when he realized he felt paralyzed

Not only that but he did not breakthrough

He just witness the colors in the first stages of dimitri

Before this experience Swim took the same amount and tripped more then ever

He saw the mandala sort of a clock image but did not gave way

Still it was the strongest experience ever

A spirit told swim he had to smoke more if he wanted to see the rest of them!

I heard that 50mg was the size of a kitchen match head....Swim inhaled about 4-5 of these sizes both times and DID NOT breakthrough....

swim does not want to feel paralyzed ever again tho...