thEorEtical
Hypergalactic Explorer.
- Merits
- 42
Ok first thing I would like to make known is that this is referring to a trip I took via LSD, I know this section is made for DMT experiences but being a new member this is the only page I'm able to post where I felt this topic would fit. Anyways, at the time in my life that this occurred, I was taking LSD often, and was loving where it was taking me. I obtained 9 hits of blotter paper, 3 of which I gave to friends. As for the other 6, I took them all at once. I wasn't aware until the next day that this was supposedly the most potent LSD to hit my town in 3 years. An hour had passed by and the effects were becoming more than present. It started with the admiration of the night sky, stars, and universe with a friend. We had a deep discussion and things seemed to be going great as they always had, seeing as I had never had what most would call a bad trip before. We then went inside into a small room with a few other people, two of which were not under the effects of psychedelics. I sat in the bed admiring the swirling wallpaper and whatnot. At this point my girlfriend made a comment that shifted everything for me. She had never tripped and didn't understand the seed she had just planted. What she said was " I really wish you would have saved me some, whatever, I'm going outside, have fun." As I began rapidly ascending into a stronger trip, my mind sat on what she had said, and it brought upon feelings of uneasiness and worry. At this point I laid on my back and my ascension became descension, everyone left the room but me, and I was in the dark. Every bad emotion and feeling that a human can have punched me in the face at once, I had never felt so bad. Depression, pain, worry, worthlessness, and others, were overwhelming me. At this point I was curled up in the corner of the bed clinging to a pillow. People came in to check on me and as they stood and looked at me, though with good intention, I felt like a spectacle. I began to feel like a small animal in a cage being looked upon by much larger beings, I was afraid and nervous. I laid on my back. Someone at this point tried to lift me up by my arms, though they successfully lifted me, it felt to me like I was still lying down, and when they let go of me, the fall to the bed felt more like the bed dropped out from under me. I began falling... For 4 hours I fell through darkness, among me were the most horrifying things I had ever seen. I decided at this point, the LSD had killed me and I was descending into hell. I also decided my life had bren simular to the truman show, but worse, that my whole life was a movie for other peoples amusement, noone ever loved or cared about me, I was meaningless.... And dead. After 4 hours of sheer hell. I started being aware of my actual surroundings again. Everyone hovered over me and I heard talk of possibly calling am ambulance for me, which manifested into me hallucinating an EMT hovering over me, I looked down and my chest was open, I could see my heart. I blinked again and it was gone. I was back in reality, just half spun out, and I heard my friends mom saying to call an ambulance. I shot upright and, unable to talk, frantically shook my head no. Everyone asked "are you ok!?" I shook my head yes and motioned for a cigarette, my girlfriend was crying, holding onto me for dear life. As I came back into reality, I still couldn't speak. Finally I said one word "water." At this point I decided that even though it was the worst thing I had ever sent through, that it wasnt a bad trip, but just another experience that I made it through. I felt like, and still feel like, that I know what it is like to die. Anyways, I hope this dovumentation is found to be interesting to those who take the time to read it. Thank you. Peace Love and Happy Travels.
. Not that I'd do it next time I have to go to the hospital... 
