Dwhitty76
Rising Star
First off i'd like to thank everyone who gave me their feeedback/advice and support,relating to the post i made last week about swims blast off fear.Swim has only been experimenting in the realm of elf spice for a little over a month.The first time swim melted the spice in his pipe and was bummed.The second time he packed in some ashes,bought a jet flame lighter,loaded his pipe w/ spice and toked fiendishly.Although the experience was beautiful,i wasnt ready for the intesity and his ego started to fight the experience and swim was a little traumatized.
Yesterday afternoon, after swim got home from "the office",he made a nice tea consisting of about 25g of kratom and .5g of blue lotus.After about fifteen minutes the kratom started to warm the body and mind.After about 45min - 1hr swim felt the effects of the lotus (mild cannibus like high).About an hr. after that swim and his girlfriend went over to their neighbors house for a little spice ritual and swim was feeling quite relaxed.
Being a bit of a chicken, swim let his neighbor go first :lol: and witnessed his laughfter and euphoria which was helping to build swims confidence.Swims girl went next and she staying at the lower thresholds and was laughing and talking almost the whole time.
Now it was swims turn.He sat down in a recliner chair,feeling relaxed (very mild apprehension) and instead fo taking three huge hits,he took 2 medium sized tokes and handed his neighbor the pipe.SWim feels as if he's just getting to know the dmt spirit and it comes in the form of a female entity.Not a female in the literal sense but when swim closes his eyes (which he prefers to do) it starts off w/ the vibrations and then swirls of color and light.It looks like arteries of color and light,except that its a life form with eyes.She (as i call her) starts to seduce me with a loving beautiful grace and the more i "let go" the more she allows me to see or seduce me (lovingly).The first time or experience swim had, he felt the same way except but due to his dose size she came on a little strong:lol: He feels as if he's just starting to get to know her and feels as if the more comfortable he gets w/ her and increases the dosage the more she will show him. Does anyone relate to this? The other very interesting thing was that, as swim was being seduced by her spirit,colors and light ; off in his peripheral vision he saw two outlined figures of beings in a humanoid shape.There was one on each side and they were about 6ft tall,thin, with long arms and legs.It was as clear as day.It was only the outline or shadow of them but extremely defined and they werent part of any moving patterns or colors it was as if they were just there watching me and it was totally cool, swim noticed them and went back to being seduced by the dmt spirit ladylight.Untill swim started to ease back down into his neighbors living room.It was a beautiful experience and swim came away from it feeling an intense sense of well being.Someone mentioned to me that dmt can enhance other drugs and i think it enhanced the kratom/lotus because swim felt really good after he came down.Swim would HIGHly recommend kratom/lotus mixture an hr or two prior to a spice blast.It felt great before and after.Someone also gave me the advice for swim to smile as he smoked and that was very good advice.All i know is that swim wants to get to know "miss ladylight" a lot better and look foward to see thing i believe she can show me or learn the things she can teach. As far as those two figures,i dont know what that was about but i was completely o.k w/ it.Anyway i wanted to share that experience with you all and thank all of you for your feedback and support. I am a student.
Yesterday afternoon, after swim got home from "the office",he made a nice tea consisting of about 25g of kratom and .5g of blue lotus.After about fifteen minutes the kratom started to warm the body and mind.After about 45min - 1hr swim felt the effects of the lotus (mild cannibus like high).About an hr. after that swim and his girlfriend went over to their neighbors house for a little spice ritual and swim was feeling quite relaxed.
Being a bit of a chicken, swim let his neighbor go first :lol: and witnessed his laughfter and euphoria which was helping to build swims confidence.Swims girl went next and she staying at the lower thresholds and was laughing and talking almost the whole time.
Now it was swims turn.He sat down in a recliner chair,feeling relaxed (very mild apprehension) and instead fo taking three huge hits,he took 2 medium sized tokes and handed his neighbor the pipe.SWim feels as if he's just getting to know the dmt spirit and it comes in the form of a female entity.Not a female in the literal sense but when swim closes his eyes (which he prefers to do) it starts off w/ the vibrations and then swirls of color and light.It looks like arteries of color and light,except that its a life form with eyes.She (as i call her) starts to seduce me with a loving beautiful grace and the more i "let go" the more she allows me to see or seduce me (lovingly).The first time or experience swim had, he felt the same way except but due to his dose size she came on a little strong:lol: He feels as if he's just starting to get to know her and feels as if the more comfortable he gets w/ her and increases the dosage the more she will show him. Does anyone relate to this? The other very interesting thing was that, as swim was being seduced by her spirit,colors and light ; off in his peripheral vision he saw two outlined figures of beings in a humanoid shape.There was one on each side and they were about 6ft tall,thin, with long arms and legs.It was as clear as day.It was only the outline or shadow of them but extremely defined and they werent part of any moving patterns or colors it was as if they were just there watching me and it was totally cool, swim noticed them and went back to being seduced by the dmt spirit ladylight.Untill swim started to ease back down into his neighbors living room.It was a beautiful experience and swim came away from it feeling an intense sense of well being.Someone mentioned to me that dmt can enhance other drugs and i think it enhanced the kratom/lotus because swim felt really good after he came down.Swim would HIGHly recommend kratom/lotus mixture an hr or two prior to a spice blast.It felt great before and after.Someone also gave me the advice for swim to smile as he smoked and that was very good advice.All i know is that swim wants to get to know "miss ladylight" a lot better and look foward to see thing i believe she can show me or learn the things she can teach. As far as those two figures,i dont know what that was about but i was completely o.k w/ it.Anyway i wanted to share that experience with you all and thank all of you for your feedback and support. I am a student.