Last week I had the best Pharmahuasca experience ever.
What made it so good was the preparations. The previous last time I had a pretty sad experience and this time I decided that everything had to be ok. I had a big look at what went wrong the time before.
In my opinion I did almost everything wrong that could be done wrong, I was hasted, my mind wasn't set to it and my DMT had probably degraded in time and last but not least I was pretty tired.
This time it had to be different so I did the following to make sure all was ok: It began with a very good nightrest, about 10 hours of sleep. When I woke up I did some meditation to focus the mind and after that I went for a walk into town to give my body some much needed exercise. For this occasion I had bought myself some beautifull common plants to have a better feeling of nature surrounding me during my journey.
The DMT I still had from about a year ago was "washed": I gave it a nice and shining lye bath after which I extracted it with solvent which in turn I evapped. About 500mg went in and about 170mg usefull substance came out since I couldn't be bothered scraping the hell out of my pirex dish this time, meditation was a much better way of focussing.
The preparation ot the Rue was different this time. I took 3 grams, didn't grind it but made a tea from the whole seeds. This tea in turn was cleaned from tannins with egg-white. Normally the rue extract is a non see through substance, after the egg-white treatment it was a clear, almost tea-like transparent liquid. The egg-white I filtered out was really dirty looking, it must have cought something.
An hour before the beginning of the journey I watched a DVD from a Pink Floyd concert I really like, it helped me put my state of mind to the right direction.
Next I had decided that all electic stuff in my house should be shut off during the journey, except the fridge of course since that would give me a very unhappy girlfriend.
I drank the rue-tea which didn't taste THAT vile thanks to the egg-white tannin removal and half an hour later I swallowed a DMT-pill with 170mg of re-extracted DMT in it.
Half an hour after popping the DMT-pill the journey took off. This time it was much different compared to other journeys. I was sitting in bed with my back against the wood and I felt a warm glow pulse through my vaines. Next I closed my eyes and saw a glowing milkey grey/white environment filled with happy entities. It was like a big party where all the respectfull ones were invited. Did the previous journey felt like the party was over and everybody left, this time I came to the party at its height.
At one moment I remembered about the question of other travelers in the DMT-realms so I popped this question, a sudden shockwave rolled through the party and I thought to myself "ohw, ok" and stopped bothering about it.
After about an hour later I was still having a good time and though "for science it would be a good thing to test that if I drank something, that instead of tasting it, I maybe could hear or see it". So I took of, dmt-drunk as I was, to the kitchen were I still had some caffiene/suger free Cola sitting around (why I had that bottle is another story). I took a sip and great god, it tasted as bad as expected but sadly it gave no extra visuals/audibles. I washed my mouth with water and went back to the bedroom.
After this "sciene project" I was at one moment thinking about going outside to go to a nice dancing place but discarded that idea quickly when I discovered how cosy and warm my bed was.
All together the experiece lasted about three hours and all these hours I was in control and could go everywhere I liked. Afterwards I felt reborn and got up to go to that nice dancing place I was thinking about before to have some fun.
Big lesson I learned from this journey: Respect the spice and it will be your biggest friend. I somehow have the feeling "I cracked the DMT-code" but that will probably only last until the next journey.
What made it so good was the preparations. The previous last time I had a pretty sad experience and this time I decided that everything had to be ok. I had a big look at what went wrong the time before.
In my opinion I did almost everything wrong that could be done wrong, I was hasted, my mind wasn't set to it and my DMT had probably degraded in time and last but not least I was pretty tired.
This time it had to be different so I did the following to make sure all was ok: It began with a very good nightrest, about 10 hours of sleep. When I woke up I did some meditation to focus the mind and after that I went for a walk into town to give my body some much needed exercise. For this occasion I had bought myself some beautifull common plants to have a better feeling of nature surrounding me during my journey.
The DMT I still had from about a year ago was "washed": I gave it a nice and shining lye bath after which I extracted it with solvent which in turn I evapped. About 500mg went in and about 170mg usefull substance came out since I couldn't be bothered scraping the hell out of my pirex dish this time, meditation was a much better way of focussing.
The preparation ot the Rue was different this time. I took 3 grams, didn't grind it but made a tea from the whole seeds. This tea in turn was cleaned from tannins with egg-white. Normally the rue extract is a non see through substance, after the egg-white treatment it was a clear, almost tea-like transparent liquid. The egg-white I filtered out was really dirty looking, it must have cought something.
An hour before the beginning of the journey I watched a DVD from a Pink Floyd concert I really like, it helped me put my state of mind to the right direction.
Next I had decided that all electic stuff in my house should be shut off during the journey, except the fridge of course since that would give me a very unhappy girlfriend.
I drank the rue-tea which didn't taste THAT vile thanks to the egg-white tannin removal and half an hour later I swallowed a DMT-pill with 170mg of re-extracted DMT in it.
Half an hour after popping the DMT-pill the journey took off. This time it was much different compared to other journeys. I was sitting in bed with my back against the wood and I felt a warm glow pulse through my vaines. Next I closed my eyes and saw a glowing milkey grey/white environment filled with happy entities. It was like a big party where all the respectfull ones were invited. Did the previous journey felt like the party was over and everybody left, this time I came to the party at its height.
At one moment I remembered about the question of other travelers in the DMT-realms so I popped this question, a sudden shockwave rolled through the party and I thought to myself "ohw, ok" and stopped bothering about it.
After about an hour later I was still having a good time and though "for science it would be a good thing to test that if I drank something, that instead of tasting it, I maybe could hear or see it". So I took of, dmt-drunk as I was, to the kitchen were I still had some caffiene/suger free Cola sitting around (why I had that bottle is another story). I took a sip and great god, it tasted as bad as expected but sadly it gave no extra visuals/audibles. I washed my mouth with water and went back to the bedroom.
After this "sciene project" I was at one moment thinking about going outside to go to a nice dancing place but discarded that idea quickly when I discovered how cosy and warm my bed was.
All together the experiece lasted about three hours and all these hours I was in control and could go everywhere I liked. Afterwards I felt reborn and got up to go to that nice dancing place I was thinking about before to have some fun.
Big lesson I learned from this journey: Respect the spice and it will be your biggest friend. I somehow have the feeling "I cracked the DMT-code" but that will probably only last until the next journey.
