Lion-maned.Eagle
Everything you want is on the other side of Fear
So last week a friend of me who is a lot older then me told me he would love to try spice. I do not usually do that but he did Ayahausca for 30+ times so I figured he was ready. We ate some dinner together and waited a few hours while talking and listening to some Psybient music. I prepared the GVG, 30 mg's. I cleansed the room with some sage, blessed the spice with some palo santo and smudged him with some copal. I dimmed the lights, turned the music down to a subtle comfortable volume and handed over the pipe and the lighter. He took a few good breaths and started hitting it, he didn't even inhaled all of it and kept his eyes open looking a bit confused. It looked like he was just blankly staring and he lifted the pipe over his head. I took the pipe over from him and then he started to grab randomly in the air just before he started to gag and vomit while peeing in his pants..
After he came back on earth he was really relaxed and asked me if he was struggling a little? I confirmed and then he discovered he peed his pants so he took a shower and grabbed some clean clothes. He was really impressed and told me that it felt like he exorcised a lot of negative energy. After a week he called me about having really weird parallel synchronicities and people acting really strange on the streets, feeling like he was on the border of reality and a little bit out of it. I went over to his house with a charged crystal to ground him and took him to a forest close by and let him talk. I told him that I hear these symptoms more often in my Drug Eduction / Harm Reduction work but mostly if there were 3 ingredients: a stimulant, skipping a night sleep & a psychedelic. And then he told me: 'oh f*ck man that must be it, I should have told you and lied about it but when I came to your house that night I was on cocaine already since the night before that'. I told him to take the stone with him and focus on his daily routine staying off drugs for a while, it will heal automatically, your mind works like that, next day he was back to normal.
He was really acting normal and doing his best in hiding it from me so it was a tough one. I should have been more careful and do feel responsible. I do not get the impression any of you Nexians are irresponsible like this but I wanted to share this anyway as illustration of the dangers of using it irresponsibly. Even the people close to us can have secrets and working with this powerful substances is a big responsibility.
Bless
After he came back on earth he was really relaxed and asked me if he was struggling a little? I confirmed and then he discovered he peed his pants so he took a shower and grabbed some clean clothes. He was really impressed and told me that it felt like he exorcised a lot of negative energy. After a week he called me about having really weird parallel synchronicities and people acting really strange on the streets, feeling like he was on the border of reality and a little bit out of it. I went over to his house with a charged crystal to ground him and took him to a forest close by and let him talk. I told him that I hear these symptoms more often in my Drug Eduction / Harm Reduction work but mostly if there were 3 ingredients: a stimulant, skipping a night sleep & a psychedelic. And then he told me: 'oh f*ck man that must be it, I should have told you and lied about it but when I came to your house that night I was on cocaine already since the night before that'. I told him to take the stone with him and focus on his daily routine staying off drugs for a while, it will heal automatically, your mind works like that, next day he was back to normal.
He was really acting normal and doing his best in hiding it from me so it was a tough one. I should have been more careful and do feel responsible. I do not get the impression any of you Nexians are irresponsible like this but I wanted to share this anyway as illustration of the dangers of using it irresponsibly. Even the people close to us can have secrets and working with this powerful substances is a big responsibility.
Bless