Two nights ago, i had an EXREMELY powerfull psychedelic experience. It must have been either some freaky incident, or the substances i took have an extremely synergising effect that i hadn´t anticipated.
I had taken a caapi-only brew that was made out of 50 grams of caapi-vine. I wasn´t planning to have an extreme experience at all and as i expected i had some moderate effects. 50 grams of caapi normally gives me a feeling simmilar to what meditation does to me, or listening to binaural beats, maybe a little more pronounced, but not very spectacular on it´s own.
After a few hours, the effects subsided and i decided to take a walk.
After a while, i found that i had a joint (marihuana and tobaco) and a lighter in one of my pockets, that i had almost forgotten about, since i recently decided to smoke less of the stuff to prevent it from becoming a habit.
I was walking through the woods, and though it was very cold outside, i decided to smoke it right away. I hadn´t smoked for more than a week anyway, so i was of the opinion that a few tokes only while walking was permitted.
So that´s what i did.
Initially the effects where just what you´d expect from a few tokes. But then it happened....i suddenly found myself totally overwhelmed by the power of it´s effects. I was not experiencing the effects of cannabis, but i was having a full and total ayahuasca experience...and i mean, a caapi & DMT brew with that. I was having very bright, colourfull and vivid DMT visuals and all of the other effects.
But there was something else as well: i had a feeling of total dissociation, close to what NO2 can do, or DXM. I just vanished. It was as if i had no body anymore, as if i was totally disconnected from reality. I could feel that i was still walking through the woods, but in some very freaky way, i was totally disconnected from it...it wasn´t real. I became aware of the fact that i had just died and that i was having a near-death-experience..i was 'walking home', towards my final destination. I knew that i had left my real body behind and that all of this was just a manifestation of something in between heaven and earth.
I felt so sorry for all my family and friends. They would find out days later, after my dead body was found in the woods and they would be so shocked to hear the news. I felt that i hadn´t told them enough how much i loved them, that i hadn´t given them enough time and apreciation.
When i was home again, i layed down on my bed, still totally overwhelmed. It took more than 3 hours before i finally started to land, and when i fell asleep i was still tripping.
I never knew that the combination of cannabis, tobacco and caapi would be THIS powerfull. It was even more powerfull than an average ayahuasca brew with, say, 50 grams of chacruna, and especially the dissociative effects where way beyond normal.
The next day, i felt a bit drained, but very glad to be alive.
I had taken a caapi-only brew that was made out of 50 grams of caapi-vine. I wasn´t planning to have an extreme experience at all and as i expected i had some moderate effects. 50 grams of caapi normally gives me a feeling simmilar to what meditation does to me, or listening to binaural beats, maybe a little more pronounced, but not very spectacular on it´s own.
After a few hours, the effects subsided and i decided to take a walk.
After a while, i found that i had a joint (marihuana and tobaco) and a lighter in one of my pockets, that i had almost forgotten about, since i recently decided to smoke less of the stuff to prevent it from becoming a habit.
I was walking through the woods, and though it was very cold outside, i decided to smoke it right away. I hadn´t smoked for more than a week anyway, so i was of the opinion that a few tokes only while walking was permitted.
So that´s what i did.
Initially the effects where just what you´d expect from a few tokes. But then it happened....i suddenly found myself totally overwhelmed by the power of it´s effects. I was not experiencing the effects of cannabis, but i was having a full and total ayahuasca experience...and i mean, a caapi & DMT brew with that. I was having very bright, colourfull and vivid DMT visuals and all of the other effects.
But there was something else as well: i had a feeling of total dissociation, close to what NO2 can do, or DXM. I just vanished. It was as if i had no body anymore, as if i was totally disconnected from reality. I could feel that i was still walking through the woods, but in some very freaky way, i was totally disconnected from it...it wasn´t real. I became aware of the fact that i had just died and that i was having a near-death-experience..i was 'walking home', towards my final destination. I knew that i had left my real body behind and that all of this was just a manifestation of something in between heaven and earth.
I felt so sorry for all my family and friends. They would find out days later, after my dead body was found in the woods and they would be so shocked to hear the news. I felt that i hadn´t told them enough how much i loved them, that i hadn´t given them enough time and apreciation.
When i was home again, i layed down on my bed, still totally overwhelmed. It took more than 3 hours before i finally started to land, and when i fell asleep i was still tripping.
I never knew that the combination of cannabis, tobacco and caapi would be THIS powerfull. It was even more powerfull than an average ayahuasca brew with, say, 50 grams of chacruna, and especially the dissociative effects where way beyond normal.
The next day, i felt a bit drained, but very glad to be alive.
