Caffeine and St. Pedro...the journey begins

[Ded2journey]

The morning spoke to me..."the tea has settled enough!" it announced with the most beautiful sunrise and breeze. I listened in awe...then decanted, rinsed and drank of the magical brew yet again. My reduction to 8oz. seemed like a mistake, this brew looks quite ominous. My taste buds scream in AGONY, this is FOUL! My pup looks at my coffee, she insists...so I chase it with the creamy nectar. Stomach seems settled now...water helped...Small bite of bread, 4oz. to go, but we settle into the experience for now. I must hold the spirit in.

Today we journey inside. Time to have a face to face with this identity I call "myself". 18" pachanoi, blended, acidified, and Crock-Potted for 24 hours--then rinsed and reduced. Many discussions and prayers were had. We know what we must do now...upon my return, I'll leave my notes for your amusement.

 

[Dexter123]

Yes!

Love the detailed description of actual ingestion, tea is a very “engaging” medicine. I will be looking forward to seeing any colorful descriptions of the purge( if there was one ) and also the more pleasant aspects of your journey when you return.

 

[Ded2journey]

I captured the spirit...I write this, for my ego, as a reminder that I have not died...yet!

I got a little scared there in the middle, needed to write that I think. My Ego at least needed to know "he" was still intact. Caffeine took us down a different road...we met St. Pedro's alter Ego today. Nothing like my previous experience.

Setting was home, slightly cloudy but absolutely perfect. In a great mood... nothing was scheduled. The universe led me here today...I'm sure of that.

I dissolved a few times today, into the music, into the breath, into the meditation, into the depth of silence (so tranquil once I let go), into the void. Pure energy. Pure love. No Ego...no body. Unreal place in this universe...I believe I know how to get back there, through meditation. My previous roadblocks fully annihilated today!!!

I'm coming down...absolutely mind blowing sunset today. Spoke openly with a few retirees...their hearts still sing beautiful songs, behind raspy voices, saggy skin, and tired eyes. The birds put on a concert for us this evening. It was magical. Better than any symphony I've ever attended or listened to. I feel opened up like a rose in bloom...

My Lesson today was clear, lean into your fears Boy O', BE WITH IT/THEM completely. THEY will illuminate your path. Apparently, I still have some things to do, in sync with THE "Creator".

That is all...much love guys and gals.