WhereEaglesDare
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
I haven't vaped any DMT since the start of December and this was only my 3rd time using it. Ever since I started looking into extracting spice for the first time I have had a nagging feeling that I NEED to do it. Something deep down keeps whispering to my internal voice and saying "do it and come back and visit us soon". 
This may sound a bit odd, which it probably is
, but I have been wavering about extracting my own spice as I am bit worried about the safety and poisoning myself and close friends/fellow hyperspace adventurers. I have researched the different teks and every time I think "yes lets do this" something deep down tells me to stop because of the safety aspect.
Since I have been debating this internally I have been having really vivid dreams about visiting hyperspace again, usually featuring friends who have traveled before telling me all will be ok and that there are people/things in hyperspace that are waiting for me to return. The more I have researched the stronger the connection I feel to extracting my own spice, the more I want to do it yet the more worried I am about hurting someone close to me if I poison them.
Could it be something from my previous travels is trying to reassure me through my dreams or am I just going insane? (and should I just get on with extracting!)

This may sound a bit odd, which it probably is
, but I have been wavering about extracting my own spice as I am bit worried about the safety and poisoning myself and close friends/fellow hyperspace adventurers. I have researched the different teks and every time I think "yes lets do this" something deep down tells me to stop because of the safety aspect.Since I have been debating this internally I have been having really vivid dreams about visiting hyperspace again, usually featuring friends who have traveled before telling me all will be ok and that there are people/things in hyperspace that are waiting for me to return. The more I have researched the stronger the connection I feel to extracting my own spice, the more I want to do it yet the more worried I am about hurting someone close to me if I poison them.
Could it be something from my previous travels is trying to reassure me through my dreams or am I just going insane? (and should I just get on with extracting!)

I just have an active imagination at times. There's no reason to assume that would actually happen, but just in case. :d