Space
Rising Star
Last night I boiled 6g of chaliponga and 30g of caapi. This was a quick cook, took about 1hr 30. I sat down in the dark with commando on the tv watching arnie do is stuff whilst waiting for it to kick in. Only felt something slight, but turned the tv off and meditated. I started to get really spaced, and started going in to a huge fearless space, where I could easily control anything in my perception, I started to get the nausea feeling, my body wanted to release the stuff, as it would build up towards my throat, I was able to stop it, and let it release out of my body, in a similar way to how one would sweat. I took advantage, I could see the map clearer than usual, of how to be a space for anything to flow through causing me no friction.
I thought it would actually be better to throw up though, so I turned the tv on so I could see, and navigated myself back to a pretty much sober state to focus. I was sick very smoothly, and as quiet as it pretty much could be (didn't want anyones attention) so I washed the pan and sink good, whilst this stuff really started to kick in.
Chaliponga, is some serious stuff, it seemed very heavy in a masculine way and very unlike normal dmt trips which where usually femanine like. Before I would get a very wise loving part of myself which is me and isn't, this time I got my counter part to that, being my male part, which is seriously wise as fuck, and will fear nothing, never gives up.
This lower less evolved part of me was leaving, being released, it couldn't be in this super powerful fearless state. If those parts of me remained, they'd of been compressed by this space, resulting in something traumatizing.
I was seriously riding the snake, and was able to navigate so well, even in body. Now people state how chali lacks visual.. but for me it was very visual, and very unlike visuals I'd normal see on dmt trips, but still kinda similar in ways. Not going to try and describe it either, just can't.
At one point I went into my room, and thought it would be a good idea to play some music on my headphones.
These 3 tracks I played first, and were like a nitrous boost for my super solid fearless higher.
As I was lying there listening to music in the dark, I had many parts like come to gather, I can't describe how this felt, all these higher parts of myself, yet all seperate and indivual, and not even existing (so much dimension to it) it's like all these parts had been working towards this state, and felt so proud and happy to be meeting like this, but it felt like a short business meeting. Eventually I disappeared and awoke up later to find myself in a deep trip, like it had started again, never had it like that before, where it seems to go, but comes back strong again.
I heard that chali trips are short, like 2hrs I think? I was tripping hard at 5:24am after consuming at about 1 30am. I eventually fell asleep again, I didn't want my body to be drained the next day.
One point in my dream, I remember going on a journey through mountains with 2 females, and eventually got to this lake/swamp part, I said "that looks deep" anyway we all jumped in, and in this water these red pink type alien octopus things were in there, they were playful, but heavy like, they pulled me deep, I could feel it's arm suck me down with some spiraling force when it held me. I didn't feel threatened, they pulled me deep into the black, but then released me and I floated up again.
wish I could go into more detail of what happened, but it would do it no justice.
Chaliponga is some serious stuff, certainly not for the weak''
Peace
I thought it would actually be better to throw up though, so I turned the tv on so I could see, and navigated myself back to a pretty much sober state to focus. I was sick very smoothly, and as quiet as it pretty much could be (didn't want anyones attention) so I washed the pan and sink good, whilst this stuff really started to kick in.
Chaliponga, is some serious stuff, it seemed very heavy in a masculine way and very unlike normal dmt trips which where usually femanine like. Before I would get a very wise loving part of myself which is me and isn't, this time I got my counter part to that, being my male part, which is seriously wise as fuck, and will fear nothing, never gives up.
This lower less evolved part of me was leaving, being released, it couldn't be in this super powerful fearless state. If those parts of me remained, they'd of been compressed by this space, resulting in something traumatizing.
I was seriously riding the snake, and was able to navigate so well, even in body. Now people state how chali lacks visual.. but for me it was very visual, and very unlike visuals I'd normal see on dmt trips, but still kinda similar in ways. Not going to try and describe it either, just can't.
At one point I went into my room, and thought it would be a good idea to play some music on my headphones.
These 3 tracks I played first, and were like a nitrous boost for my super solid fearless higher.
As I was lying there listening to music in the dark, I had many parts like come to gather, I can't describe how this felt, all these higher parts of myself, yet all seperate and indivual, and not even existing (so much dimension to it) it's like all these parts had been working towards this state, and felt so proud and happy to be meeting like this, but it felt like a short business meeting. Eventually I disappeared and awoke up later to find myself in a deep trip, like it had started again, never had it like that before, where it seems to go, but comes back strong again.
I heard that chali trips are short, like 2hrs I think? I was tripping hard at 5:24am after consuming at about 1 30am. I eventually fell asleep again, I didn't want my body to be drained the next day.
One point in my dream, I remember going on a journey through mountains with 2 females, and eventually got to this lake/swamp part, I said "that looks deep" anyway we all jumped in, and in this water these red pink type alien octopus things were in there, they were playful, but heavy like, they pulled me deep, I could feel it's arm suck me down with some spiraling force when it held me. I didn't feel threatened, they pulled me deep into the black, but then released me and I floated up again.
wish I could go into more detail of what happened, but it would do it no justice.
Chaliponga is some serious stuff, certainly not for the weak''
Peace
