TheWatchers
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Love the top of that jar! Pwetty 
Too funny! I have a box very similar.. not so much the appearance, more so the contents.Not trying to be obnoxious, but it's been years of work to fill this box!
Something that makes me happy.
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Mine is a black fire box with a lock. It is not photogenic in the least. No pics of it. lolWhere it at? I don't see it!
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My box fetish is aggravated
I do agree that a nice storage place is a part of forming a relationship with medicines.
It shows your care and dedication to the process.
You are stocked for a long retreat or a world tour
I had a dream once to buy a few kg of rue, mimosa, a sack of rice and go live in a cabin for a year.
It never came true, and maybe for the best. Modern day retreat in a cave, haha.
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TP is for n00bzpeople would just bring me food and toilet paper
Continuing on with reflection.I was walking out of the store today and had the thought that I don't know if I really care how deep I go as much anymore, or at least not now. I want to go deep, I want to give myself what I want, but am unable to do so. It seems apt to work on that first. I've also been feeling overwhelmed and a great deal of pressure in life in general for several years, maybe even when this difficulty started, but the pressure applied to entering the space deeper is only adding to my problems and is a deterrent. It's the pressure that's a deterrent, not the medicine.
Another note is that I don't tend to feel very "strong." One of the reasons I lift heavy and push my body in certain ways is to prove to myself there is some strength within. One of the reasons I want to go the distance psychedelically is partly for the same reasons: I tend to forget the strength that's there or think that a successful run was a fluke and thus need to do it again to make sure it's valid... and again... and again.
It's interesting to reflect on this using fitness as I am under the impression that I may have been over-training for the past several years. I'm dialing it back at the gym for a while.
Nothing helps me sublimate intense energy more than heavy deadlifts and squats several times per week as well as continuing to push the envelope with calisthenics. But it's starting to feel destructive. As I get older, I have to find a new balance. Right now in life, I'm barely working, opting to do a whole lot of resting.It resonates a lot. I've been struggling with my training regimen for some time.
Our bodies need exercise, but a bit too much, and it becomes detrimental to life.
It's a balancing act that changes all the time. I try to feel my body more nowadays and see what it wants to do.
Workout, running or yoga should bring joy and return us to the present, imo.
A Yoda responseIn one ceremony, I asked how to be strong. “Be Strong” was the answer.
It's up to us all the way to live and find this balance. But it's hard, really hard.
The paradox of effortlessly applying effort.I remember one of Krishna Das's kirtans, where someone asked: “Is it all grace or we need to do something?”
His answer was: “It is all grace, but we need to act like it is not”. Somehow it seems relevant.
Mescaline HCL??? Say more please, how would you compare it to spice or High dose Psilo??Here's two of my other boxes. In the jars is mainly mushrooms and yopo seeds. There's some synthetic mescaline, some 2C-B, some LSD...
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