GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
I no longer find this to be my path.
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Chocobo Essay
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Hello GreatBlueChocobo, (love the FF reference 
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Welcome to the Nexus! I'm sure you will fit right in. There is such a variety of so many different people here, all ranging in various specialties, both career and otherwise. I have been on the nexus for a while myself, but only recently signed up, to post.
Your story is very intense! I read all of it. I couldn't even begin to imagine how hard it has been for you. I have not had such a hard life. It is quite inspiring how you have made such a turnaround in your situation, despite the horrific mental and (i would imagine) physical scarring you have been through. I truly feel for you.
It is interesting, the whole bit you wrote about being an old soul; someone has told the same thing to me as well. That's an interesting fact about a person, and I feel that I can somehow sense it even through the way that you type. It's quite peculiar, really.
I also admire your passion for gaming, both tabletop and video (FF? 8) )
Just wanted to say hello! I wanted to be one of the many to say hello to you, and thank you for sharing your story! I am so glad that after all of the struggle and hardship, that you are still here, and you didn't give up! That's so powerful of you and you should be proud you have made it this far. DMT may show you even more to life! You will see! I am quite eager to read your first experience! Your story truly was inspiring to me.
I hope that you have a wonderful day, and feel free to send a PM anytime!
)Welcome to the Nexus! I'm sure you will fit right in. There is such a variety of so many different people here, all ranging in various specialties, both career and otherwise. I have been on the nexus for a while myself, but only recently signed up, to post.
Your story is very intense! I read all of it. I couldn't even begin to imagine how hard it has been for you. I have not had such a hard life. It is quite inspiring how you have made such a turnaround in your situation, despite the horrific mental and (i would imagine) physical scarring you have been through. I truly feel for you.
It is interesting, the whole bit you wrote about being an old soul; someone has told the same thing to me as well. That's an interesting fact about a person, and I feel that I can somehow sense it even through the way that you type. It's quite peculiar, really.
I also admire your passion for gaming, both tabletop and video (FF? 8) )
Just wanted to say hello! I wanted to be one of the many to say hello to you, and thank you for sharing your story! I am so glad that after all of the struggle and hardship, that you are still here, and you didn't give up! That's so powerful of you and you should be proud you have made it this far. DMT may show you even more to life! You will see! I am quite eager to read your first experience! Your story truly was inspiring to me.
I hope that you have a wonderful day, and feel free to send a PM anytime!
GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
Thank you, LRx.
No Knowing
fool adept
WELCOME TO THE NEXUS!
I think you'll find alot of people here brought themselves out of unimaginable lows to live worthwhile lives. I did, and everyday gets better.
I also think you might find DMT is just what you need and will catalyze a whole new period of growth and expansion in your life. I wish you luck and look forward to seeing you around on the Nexus.
I think you'll find alot of people here brought themselves out of unimaginable lows to live worthwhile lives. I did, and everyday gets better.
I also think you might find DMT is just what you need and will catalyze a whole new period of growth and expansion in your life. I wish you luck and look forward to seeing you around on the Nexus.
GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
Thank you, No Knowing.
As far as people coming out of dark places to find this forum, I'm sure that is the case. Most who have been in such situations and come out of them uncrazy (mostly) tend not to fall into religion as they tend to be "down to earth" individuals. Thus such things are not appealing. At least in my discoveries.
As far as people coming out of dark places to find this forum, I'm sure that is the case. Most who have been in such situations and come out of them uncrazy (mostly) tend not to fall into religion as they tend to be "down to earth" individuals. Thus such things are not appealing. At least in my discoveries.
Hey Chocobo
Thats quite a read...
I think you are in the right place for what you seek...I hope you stick around and read...read hard and long...there are many amazing insights to be had here for the curious.
I wish the best for you and hope your journey into spice and the inner realms is fruitful.
Welcome through the best door you will ever open.
be sure to familiarize yourself with the Attitude section.
Thats quite a read...
I think you are in the right place for what you seek...I hope you stick around and read...read hard and long...there are many amazing insights to be had here for the curious.
I wish the best for you and hope your journey into spice and the inner realms is fruitful.
Welcome through the best door you will ever open.
be sure to familiarize yourself with the Attitude section.
General Gypsy
Rising Star
Hard things to relive I imagine.
GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
Thank you, cyb.
Sometimes (most times) reading is hard for me. Especially with small font on a forum, but the only thing I can do is keep at it, right?
Sometimes (most times) reading is hard for me. Especially with small font on a forum, but the only thing I can do is keep at it, right?
The Neural
Rising Star
GreatBlueChocobo said:
You might find the function Ctrl and + to be of great help during reading.
GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
:lol: My Birthday!!!:d
July 3rd is my birthday! (I'll be 31) I usually try for three things.
1) Even in my dark times I have a annual thing in which I go down town and personally feed a homeless person. I've made a few acquaintances this way.
2) My personal present is a violin. Nothing grand, just a 50-100$ one off Crag's List or something.
3) But my long term-ish one is to acquire some active mimosa hostilis seeds, germinate them up till they are little trees and Jonny Apple Seed the NW.
YAY FOR BIRTHDAYS!
GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
The Neural said:
Whooo. . . . Thank you, The Neural!!!
The Neural
Rising Star
Go nuts
Sometimes I press the + so many times that a single post covers my whole screen. I can lay back and enjoy the read.
Sometimes I press the + so many times that a single post covers my whole screen. I can lay back and enjoy the read.
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Welcome!
Welcome!
GreatBlueChocobo
Rising Star
Thank MindIllusion!
No matter what mood I'm in that song brings out the giddy in me.
I like the guitar ones the most! Especially when a full rock band is involved.
No matter what mood I'm in that song brings out the giddy in me.
I like the guitar ones the most! Especially when a full rock band is involved.
DreadPirateLynx
Rising Star
Just wanted to thank you again for the links you posted in my thread. Even though there wasn't a whole lot of new information, they were enjoyable and got me smiling a bit
