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I've always had a deep healing relationship with DMT and plenty of experience with other psychedelics and plant medicines.
Made the decision today to set my date for my first bufo ceremony, recently came into some funds and extra vacation days and life seems to be going well so figured there's no time like the present!
Gonna be doing some DMT breakthrough work in the coming months to prepare myself for the surrendering to the medicine and get more serious about my mindfulness practice.
If I'm gonna meet the god molecule I plan on doing it right! In the meantime I have a lot of work to do
Made the decision today to set my date for my first bufo ceremony, recently came into some funds and extra vacation days and life seems to be going well so figured there's no time like the present!
Gonna be doing some DMT breakthrough work in the coming months to prepare myself for the surrendering to the medicine and get more serious about my mindfulness practice.
If I'm gonna meet the god molecule I plan on doing it right! In the meantime I have a lot of work to do
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I really love how long, and serene LSD is. It allows me to sit with it very long. Is actually difficult lol, but I really love the length. I feel like it takes my mind 2-3 hours to start really slowing down when I meditate, so I appreciate that the LSD lasts as long as you want it to.
I’m big fan of less adrenaline and dopamine. It makes for a very gentle experience. It’s one thing I like about the LSD over the ayahuasca is that it’s not blasting me open with adrenaline. I notice the adrenaline with MDMA + LSD, and I consider the LSD alone as it is far more serene and delicate and divine.
The salvinorin has such muchness, and focus, and manifestation. I feel like LSD + Salvinorin(quidded) is my favorite meditation combo right now for deep exploration. Salvinorin is radically identifying. It IS ~
I can still dream and resist and be on the tryptamines, but salvinorin makes me scared, because I loose my self, as raw identity comes in and humbles me. Ever since that salvinorin(quid) + LSD trip, I feel like the meditation posture, the LSD (not too much), and the salvinorin all together make for an extremely clear AND transformative experience. The LSD really sets the stage for Salvinorin(quid) to shine and be the star of the show. When they are drawn out together, there is so MUCH that happens. I have yet to really dive into it. Time slows down to a stop when you quid the salvinorin on top of the LSD. Even a little bit quidded. It’s extremely powerful and I feel like I’m going to go through reality, but I resisted it last time.
Salvinorin really feels like some crazy raw identification with reality. As if you identify so deeply and ever deeper with what is that your senses start to mix, that you can ‘touch’ simply by seeing something (!) etc. it’s so intimate, and powerful. I really am wondering how deeply I can associate with my own gaze. What is it? Salvinorin(quid) and Tryptamines are crazy lucid together.
Really looking forward to taking LSD and Salvinorin with me into the eye of the mirror… I’m also trying to build my energy for that. I accidentally saw it once a few years ago and it freaked me out but I’m not at a party anymore, I’m a psychonaut now xD haha. The eternity of Salvinorin is immense, it’s something I’m not willing to yield to. I also feel the eternity on LSD. I’m really looking forward to smoking my first DMT in THIS SPRING!!!
, but I really feel like there is something to be said for verrry slowly yielding to eternity. The vulnerability, humility, compassion is immense. Can I REALLY stay there? Not flirt with it for brief moments, but really have a lasting presence in such an everlasting space? Humility humility humility respect respect respect love love love ~
The world is forever different, but here we are, speaking English to each other perfectly so, I guess it’s okay to take yet another step haha I hid away most of the energy anyways.
I’m big fan of less adrenaline and dopamine. It makes for a very gentle experience. It’s one thing I like about the LSD over the ayahuasca is that it’s not blasting me open with adrenaline. I notice the adrenaline with MDMA + LSD, and I consider the LSD alone as it is far more serene and delicate and divine.
The salvinorin has such muchness, and focus, and manifestation. I feel like LSD + Salvinorin(quidded) is my favorite meditation combo right now for deep exploration. Salvinorin is radically identifying. It IS ~
I can still dream and resist and be on the tryptamines, but salvinorin makes me scared, because I loose my self, as raw identity comes in and humbles me. Ever since that salvinorin(quid) + LSD trip, I feel like the meditation posture, the LSD (not too much), and the salvinorin all together make for an extremely clear AND transformative experience. The LSD really sets the stage for Salvinorin(quid) to shine and be the star of the show. When they are drawn out together, there is so MUCH that happens. I have yet to really dive into it. Time slows down to a stop when you quid the salvinorin on top of the LSD. Even a little bit quidded. It’s extremely powerful and I feel like I’m going to go through reality, but I resisted it last time.
Salvinorin really feels like some crazy raw identification with reality. As if you identify so deeply and ever deeper with what is that your senses start to mix, that you can ‘touch’ simply by seeing something (!) etc. it’s so intimate, and powerful. I really am wondering how deeply I can associate with my own gaze. What is it? Salvinorin(quid) and Tryptamines are crazy lucid together.
Really looking forward to taking LSD and Salvinorin with me into the eye of the mirror… I’m also trying to build my energy for that. I accidentally saw it once a few years ago and it freaked me out but I’m not at a party anymore, I’m a psychonaut now xD haha. The eternity of Salvinorin is immense, it’s something I’m not willing to yield to. I also feel the eternity on LSD. I’m really looking forward to smoking my first DMT in THIS SPRING!!!
, but I really feel like there is something to be said for verrry slowly yielding to eternity. The vulnerability, humility, compassion is immense. Can I REALLY stay there? Not flirt with it for brief moments, but really have a lasting presence in such an everlasting space? Humility humility humility respect respect respect love love love ~The world is forever different, but here we are, speaking English to each other perfectly so, I guess it’s okay to take yet another step haha I hid away most of the energy anyways.
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northape
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Reading your thoughts on meditation, I remembered how Dalai Lama once said that one hour meditation is just for daily maintenance.
I prefer long sessions with medicine. Somehow, it seems that you only get to a working space at the very end.
Most likely it's a nature of infrequent use and my lifestyle. Daily ceremonies for a period of time seem like a way to go.
In our fast-paced age, it becomes very difficult to maintain a basic level of sanity.
Who has time to sit for hours each day? Maybe that's why psychedelics are so popular.
We all long for peace and wellbeing that somehow out of reach. Talk about impermanence…
I see no stability in any state. It all goes, no matter how hard I try to prolong it or hush away.
Still, intellectual understanding goes so far and old habits take over.
How much healing one needs? It looks like there is no end and one can dig for eternity.
But our lives are finite and spiritual work is to be balanced with everyday mundane.
I have no idea where I lead with all this. Just some thoughts that came over to visit.
Love
I prefer long sessions with medicine. Somehow, it seems that you only get to a working space at the very end.
Most likely it's a nature of infrequent use and my lifestyle. Daily ceremonies for a period of time seem like a way to go.
In our fast-paced age, it becomes very difficult to maintain a basic level of sanity.
Who has time to sit for hours each day? Maybe that's why psychedelics are so popular.
We all long for peace and wellbeing that somehow out of reach. Talk about impermanence…
I see no stability in any state. It all goes, no matter how hard I try to prolong it or hush away.
Still, intellectual understanding goes so far and old habits take over.
How much healing one needs? It looks like there is no end and one can dig for eternity.
But our lives are finite and spiritual work is to be balanced with everyday mundane.
I have no idea where I lead with all this. Just some thoughts that came over to visit.
Love
I have been feeling like in the last 6 months or so that Dmt is my current personal favorite modality.
Lately I have been in a spot where my curiosity about how far I can bend what I thought I knew about all things is higher than ever, Trying to balance that with my familys needs.
Right now I am trying to perfect my skills with the tools I have and just remain curious and grateful.
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