Hi there,
this is my first post on the forum
I've tried DMT a couple dozen times over the last years, with some full trips, many medium dose trips & some minidosing for meditation or to give me a little reminder of the headspace.
What confuses me is that my experiences never resemble the typical stages people describe with DMT.
For me, the CEVs are never symmetrical (usually there is something like a pole on the right, fwiw), there was never a chrysanthemum or tunnel or some sort of waiting room, I think.
I'm wondering if what I'm experiencing are only the 'lower' beginning stages of a DMT experience or if I just skip the tunnel n stuff every time
It is difficult for me to visually imagine things, so I'm not 'prone to CEVs' on any psychedelic. If I take my experience yesterday as an example: After a vibe check with a low dose I decided to blast, loaded up the vaporiser & took hits with my eyes closed.
For me, there are barely any visual elements (maybe some 2D stuff) until there is a feeling of 'oh f*ck, I took too much' & a feeling of kind of falling asleep while suddenly being in this hyperdimensional room, with shapes, the feeling of a presence of some sort & an overwhelming sense of bliss that has me in tears a lot of the times. There is some crackling sound or something that sounds like sea gulls in the background or some metallic machinery sound. There can be little beings, sometimes it's a bit like a temple, sometimes it is sort of carnival-themed. Sometimes it's just completely chaotic geometric visuals & it's hard to tell if they actually look three-dimensional or if it's just a chaos screen.
However, with all of my experiences, I'm still kind of there in my human form, feel my body & the visuals are kind of hard to see, with still a lot of darkness in it. If I'm not in a dark room, I hardly see them. My strongest experience was my 'body' vibrating like having a cosmic orgasm, as if it were about to explode like a firework. That felt really close to giving up the sober idea of having a human body & life. Is that still considered pre-breakthrough or just pre-ego dissolution?
I am grateful for anything DMT showed me. I'm just curious where these experiences are in terms of intensity from your experiences. Could someone tell a little bit about these concepts of the different stages from their point of view?
Thanks for reading and have a lovely day
o
this is my first post on the forum
I've tried DMT a couple dozen times over the last years, with some full trips, many medium dose trips & some minidosing for meditation or to give me a little reminder of the headspace.What confuses me is that my experiences never resemble the typical stages people describe with DMT.
For me, the CEVs are never symmetrical (usually there is something like a pole on the right, fwiw
), there was never a chrysanthemum or tunnel or some sort of waiting room, I think.I'm wondering if what I'm experiencing are only the 'lower' beginning stages of a DMT experience or if I just skip the tunnel n stuff every time
It is difficult for me to visually imagine things, so I'm not 'prone to CEVs' on any psychedelic. If I take my experience yesterday as an example: After a vibe check with a low dose I decided to blast, loaded up the vaporiser & took hits with my eyes closed.
For me, there are barely any visual elements (maybe some 2D stuff) until there is a feeling of 'oh f*ck, I took too much' & a feeling of kind of falling asleep while suddenly being in this hyperdimensional room, with shapes, the feeling of a presence of some sort & an overwhelming sense of bliss that has me in tears a lot of the times. There is some crackling sound or something that sounds like sea gulls in the background or some metallic machinery sound. There can be little beings, sometimes it's a bit like a temple, sometimes it is sort of carnival-themed. Sometimes it's just completely chaotic geometric visuals & it's hard to tell if they actually look three-dimensional or if it's just a chaos screen.
However, with all of my experiences, I'm still kind of there in my human form, feel my body & the visuals are kind of hard to see, with still a lot of darkness in it. If I'm not in a dark room, I hardly see them. My strongest experience was my 'body' vibrating like having a cosmic orgasm, as if it were about to explode like a firework. That felt really close to giving up the sober idea of having a human body & life. Is that still considered pre-breakthrough or just pre-ego dissolution?
I am grateful for anything DMT showed me. I'm just curious where these experiences are in terms of intensity from your experiences. Could someone tell a little bit about these concepts of the different stages from their point of view?
Thanks for reading and have a lovely day
o
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