Astro Nova
Rising Star
A few weeks ago a few of my friends and I went on a camping retreat to bond and prepare for some events coming up in our lives. We all ingested different dosages of Psilocybe Cubensis (My dosage was 3.5 grams). Throughout the night we walked around the woods and explored the lake and my visuals were fairly laid back and I felt like I was bonding with my friends while also dealing with some emotions in my life. Around 6 hours after ingesting most everyone was done with their trip and we decided to smoke and go to bed. We were sleeping in a small cabin that was very dark with the lights off and I was in a hammock, so looking back at it, smoking was probably not the best choice before I went to bed.
What pursued is still my most confusing trip to date. I started my closing my eyes to try and sleep but had a very weird feeling in my head, almost as if I had left my body and all that was left was my consciousness. When I opened my eyes I was surprised to see all the walls around me, covered in splatter-paint from the floorboard to the ceiling. Although the paint didn't scare me, I had a very anxious feeling that we were not alone in the cabin and whatever was there had something to show me. The splatter pain quickly began to morph together and slowly encompass my whole vision. For the few hours, my vision was totally encompassed and the colors began to shapeshift into words that I couldn't make out since they weren't in my language. These words were shifting between different languages that were alien to me and they were constantly spinning towards me and away and up/down or back and forth, almost as if they were in another dimension that didn't abide by our laws of physics. After an hour or so they shifted into what I remember to be greek words that I didn't recognize but could understand their meaning. Once they became greek the visuals would get so intense and overwhelming that I would just have to let go and close my eyes. Once I did that it was as if the words were guiding me through my life, showing me different points of my life through very clear images that I recognized. This continued for I think 3 more hours until the sun rose and as soon as I could see the sun, it was like the trip ran from it and just cut off without any warning.
I have been trying to deal with what happened for a while now, but still feel like I don't have a lot of clarity on what happened and wanted to share my experience to possibly process what happened since I haven't really told anyone about it.
What pursued is still my most confusing trip to date. I started my closing my eyes to try and sleep but had a very weird feeling in my head, almost as if I had left my body and all that was left was my consciousness. When I opened my eyes I was surprised to see all the walls around me, covered in splatter-paint from the floorboard to the ceiling. Although the paint didn't scare me, I had a very anxious feeling that we were not alone in the cabin and whatever was there had something to show me. The splatter pain quickly began to morph together and slowly encompass my whole vision. For the few hours, my vision was totally encompassed and the colors began to shapeshift into words that I couldn't make out since they weren't in my language. These words were shifting between different languages that were alien to me and they were constantly spinning towards me and away and up/down or back and forth, almost as if they were in another dimension that didn't abide by our laws of physics. After an hour or so they shifted into what I remember to be greek words that I didn't recognize but could understand their meaning. Once they became greek the visuals would get so intense and overwhelming that I would just have to let go and close my eyes. Once I did that it was as if the words were guiding me through my life, showing me different points of my life through very clear images that I recognized. This continued for I think 3 more hours until the sun rose and as soon as I could see the sun, it was like the trip ran from it and just cut off without any warning.
I have been trying to deal with what happened for a while now, but still feel like I don't have a lot of clarity on what happened and wanted to share my experience to possibly process what happened since I haven't really told anyone about it.