I have been smoking DMT for a while now.
I use it heavily and with no real purpose.
Doses are never below 50mg, and I often redose repeatedly up to ~100mg.
Within the last two months, my DMT trips have drastically changed.
My trips have consisted of what feels like chemically induced death.
Now, I can feel the chemical (not necessarily dmt, just a chemical) surge through my body and head for my brain.
I get this *tack tack tack* sound in my head, my guardian appears and tells me i took too much and this is game over, and then i spend the next ~5 minutes going through what feels like a battle for life.
Then when I "come back", my body feels like it's dying.
Like a fish out of water, I spend the next 10 minutes desperately gasping for air and having what seems to be small convulsions.
When the DMT is coming on, I swear I can feel nerve endings exploding in my brain.
Back in the day, I used to get a feeling like my brain was imploding from all that was going on in it.
This isn't that.
Now, I get the feeling like parts of my brain are systematically shutting down.
If my brain is shutting down, it makes sense that my body would start to follow.
Anyone else experience this "real time" death?
I use it heavily and with no real purpose.
Doses are never below 50mg, and I often redose repeatedly up to ~100mg.
Within the last two months, my DMT trips have drastically changed.
My trips have consisted of what feels like chemically induced death.
Now, I can feel the chemical (not necessarily dmt, just a chemical) surge through my body and head for my brain.
I get this *tack tack tack* sound in my head, my guardian appears and tells me i took too much and this is game over, and then i spend the next ~5 minutes going through what feels like a battle for life.
Then when I "come back", my body feels like it's dying.
Like a fish out of water, I spend the next 10 minutes desperately gasping for air and having what seems to be small convulsions.
When the DMT is coming on, I swear I can feel nerve endings exploding in my brain.
Back in the day, I used to get a feeling like my brain was imploding from all that was going on in it.
This isn't that.
Now, I get the feeling like parts of my brain are systematically shutting down.
If my brain is shutting down, it makes sense that my body would start to follow.
Anyone else experience this "real time" death?