DMTBRAZIL
Rising Star
Hi Guys,
I really would like to share my story here, hoping that it will help others. I suffered from Chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS or ME) for 6 years and I am finally cured!
Feel free to comment or PM.
First of all, I d like to thank you all from Nexus, for all that I have learned here in the last weeks, I really hope that you all get my good feelings towards your hearts.
Last sunday I got my first breakthrough, it´s was amazing, it really feel like my conscious (soul) being launched through hyperspace (CEV, kaleidoscopic), first lots of fear and suffering (I think i was breaking through all the fears, evil spirits, past karmas) than the happyness, joy, the tears. the moment you get there with the enlighten ones, OMG! At that moment, I knew I got it, that was the THING, What I was hoping finally happened, I was cured!!
It´s last ~10 minutes, I used a water pipe with my best friend and my lovely girlfriend. BTW they tried after me but didn´t breakthrough. I didn´t weight my dose.
Here is my history:
It all started a long time ago, I started to feel very tired like an endless hangover. One day, in my birthday I had some beers and the moment I laid down, I felt I was dying and panicked (I think it would happen an out of the body experience, but I chicken out). I went to the hospital, diagnosed with Panic Syndrome and depression and my life became miserable, lots of medication, insonia, stomach problems. I went to several psychiatric doctors, spent lots of money.
Last year I finally gave up, I was planing to commit suicide, but in the last minute I went to a DAIME church and I felt that something happened. I felt better, but the fatigue eventually came back and even stronger.
I used my last forces to navigate the internet and understand what DAIME was. Than I got here, SWIM made an STB extraction and I got some yellow dmt.
I tried to smoke using the tin foil TEK in my room alone. It was horrible, I felt intoxicated and the following day I was even more depressed and fatigued. I struggled to built an Machine, but again it didn´t worked because I panicked and got scared to death when the feeling started, but than I finally got it!
Thank you guys, Words cannot express what I am feeling right now! And the best of all you know what I mean.
Love
I really would like to share my story here, hoping that it will help others. I suffered from Chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS or ME) for 6 years and I am finally cured!
Feel free to comment or PM.
First of all, I d like to thank you all from Nexus, for all that I have learned here in the last weeks, I really hope that you all get my good feelings towards your hearts.
Last sunday I got my first breakthrough, it´s was amazing, it really feel like my conscious (soul) being launched through hyperspace (CEV, kaleidoscopic), first lots of fear and suffering (I think i was breaking through all the fears, evil spirits, past karmas) than the happyness, joy, the tears. the moment you get there with the enlighten ones, OMG! At that moment, I knew I got it, that was the THING, What I was hoping finally happened, I was cured!!
It´s last ~10 minutes, I used a water pipe with my best friend and my lovely girlfriend. BTW they tried after me but didn´t breakthrough. I didn´t weight my dose.
Here is my history:
It all started a long time ago, I started to feel very tired like an endless hangover. One day, in my birthday I had some beers and the moment I laid down, I felt I was dying and panicked (I think it would happen an out of the body experience, but I chicken out). I went to the hospital, diagnosed with Panic Syndrome and depression and my life became miserable, lots of medication, insonia, stomach problems. I went to several psychiatric doctors, spent lots of money.
Last year I finally gave up, I was planing to commit suicide, but in the last minute I went to a DAIME church and I felt that something happened. I felt better, but the fatigue eventually came back and even stronger.
I used my last forces to navigate the internet and understand what DAIME was. Than I got here, SWIM made an STB extraction and I got some yellow dmt.
I tried to smoke using the tin foil TEK in my room alone. It was horrible, I felt intoxicated and the following day I was even more depressed and fatigued. I struggled to built an Machine, but again it didn´t worked because I panicked and got scared to death when the feeling started, but than I finally got it!
Thank you guys, Words cannot express what I am feeling right now! And the best of all you know what I mean.
Love
, but that's for down the road..) I will be attending a NAC meeting in a few weeks and I want to be in good health for that, mentally, physically, and spiritually, so I can get the most out of the medicine.