Kudos, DMTBRAZIL!!!
Your testimonial brings up one of the more lasting aspects of embracing DMT, that of transformation and positive changes in one's mind-set and/or material body. It's all about integrating the epiphany! Many claim the effects are merely temporary, a
"drug reaction" occurring only wthn one's own imagination... but this is both fallacious and a gross misunderstanding of the Spirit Molecule's role in opening doors and shifting paradigms, and permanently so.
I'd like to add just this small, but I hope worthwhile, bit of advice... that being, that while the Medicine did activate your higher centers and lift your soul frequency to the higher realms, it was
YOU who truly healed yourself. With the aide of this Sacred substance, you allowed yourself to fully heal, even as you had previously allowed yourself to become sick and energy depleted. Furthermore, I urgently implore you to
"allow" yourself a full and lasting recovery. No doubts, no subconscious fears... keep the faith, dear friend.
Please try not to perceive of yourself as being affected by outside influences and hold on the the idea that you can be made ill or be healed, by any force other than yourself. That being said, Spirit Teachers do surely help to facilitate our own self-healing. I've come to understand a few things about this magikal treasure we all share, The Spirit Molecule... it brings us deeper and deeper within ourselves and further beyond any concept or form of Self. It lifts our attention higher and higher beyond the limitations we are normally encrusted with, as it awakens us from the dream we are having (or nightmare, for that matter).
As is says in the Bible, in Luke 4:23,
"Physician, heal thyself". This brings to mind the Shamanic ideal of the
Sacred Flight of The Wounded Healer. The Medicine provides an opening of sorts, a blooming, as it blows the doors off the hinges... and we must not spend our precious energy building new doors. Let the light in and enjoy the refreshing changes, the rebirth of yourself, as surely you are now reborn anew. :thumb_up:
The challenge is now, for the integration of this experience and this special type of self-healing. For your understanding to become a continuum brought on by this experiential shift, this spiritual awakening of yours... gifted by the Gnosis imparted from the Sacred Medicine. Thus, when the magik is touched directly and the healing is done (or rather, the dis-ease is undone), it is you-yourself, new friend, who chooses to be free of it's imbalancing illusion. And the when the paradigm shift occurs, the soul is in full bloom, when we truly
"allow" ourselves to experience invigorating healing and conscious awakening... we naturally shed the transitory lies of physical or mental sickness and the sheer mirage of any limiting illnesses upon our being.
I'd also, sincerely like to encourage you to be well and stay well. Rock on and keep on growing and blossoming as a fearless traveler and an earnest seeker. Keep the faith and do not doubt your own power. Mother Nature has gifted us with many Sacred Medicines and each plays a role in our healing and self-transformation. This still leaves us with work to do, with new dreamscapes to forge and craft, tenderly and with great care and clear intent. I see that you chose the Sioux Medicine Man, Sitting Bull, for your avatar. Nice choice! I've always admired his dignified, clear focus and intensity.
This brings to mind another Sioux Medicine Keeper, Black Elk, who said these poignant words,
"Dream a good dream". I'm so glad you found the Nexus, as there is much scientific knowledge, wisdom and spiritual compassion shared here, within these hallowed halls. Welcome aboard,
DMTBRAZIL! 8)
This is the place you should be if you're looking for it. You'll have to learn some chemistry and gather some materials, but it's very much possible (and rewarding) to extract yourself.
