Dark thoughts

[DmTnewb1]

I have been doing shrooms and dmt. I don’t under stand how sometimes I can have great and fun experiences but there’s just those sometimes where my thoughts go really dark and just feel like wanting to die. Can anyone help me understand why this happens?

 

[Nydex]

I feel for you. All of those shadows you're sometimes wrestling with have a root. To understand why they manifest, you need to find the root. You know your own life history the best. You know what trauma you carry, what chains bind you, and what mud you're actively wading through. Look at it from a higher perspective. Put everything together into a coherent "life story" image, and try to figure out what traumatic experiences you might not have fully processed, even though you might've thought you had.

It would be bold to say that anyone knows exactly how psychedelics work, and why they expose those shadows in us. It seems to be highly subjective for most people, hence why giving a generic, widely applicable advice is rather difficult. But I think the best approach is to search for the root of these emotions when they arise in you during a journey. Ask yourself where it's all coming from, and why is it happening - could it be a forced opportunity for healing and growth? Could it be trying to show you something that you're not seeing?

I wish you good fortune on the path of healing.

 

[Davski]

I am pretty new too shrooms, around 4 journies over the last few months, dmt been doing so for a number off years. I find dmt too be alot more loving than shrooms, shrooms I haven't had the best experiences and my trips have been pretty hard at times but I really feel they help me in dealing with my mental health challenges although a trip can be pretty negative and dark at times and loop over and over.
Don't get me wrong I have brilliant moments with amazing closed eyes visuals where I meet snake-oids with amazing changing patterns which are watching me curiously and other beings investigating me and working on me but within these trips are my fears and anxieties.
After a journey I feel alot better mentally, i feel the mushrooms are helping me heal and helping me work on myself.
I truly believe mushrooms are for healing, I wish I could say that my shroom trips have been all love and one with the true source, the universe and everything happy and postive but they haven't.
I would rather have not the most pleasant trips and heal mentally, emotionally and spiritually so I can feel more happy and content with this experience I am having as a human.
I really hope everything works out for you.

 

[DmTnewb1]

I am pretty new too shrooms, around 4 journies over the last few months, dmt been doing so for a number off years. I find dmt too be alot more loving than shrooms, shrooms I haven't had the best experiences and my trips have been pretty hard at times but I really feel they help me in dealing with my mental health challenges although a trip can be pretty negative and dark at times and loop over and over.
Don't get me wrong I have brilliant moments with amazing closed eyes visuals where I meet snake-oids with amazing changing patterns which are watching me curiously and other beings investigating me and working on me but within these trips are my fears and anxieties.
After a journey I feel alot better mentally, i feel the mushrooms are helping me heal and helping me work on myself.
I truly believe mushrooms are for healing, I wish I could say that my shroom trips have been all love and one with the true source, the universe and everything happy and postive but they haven't.
I would rather have not the most pleasant trips and heal mentally, emotionally and spiritually so I can feel more happy and content as this experience I am having as a human.

Wow that’s pretty deep. So do you see and feel like entities on dmt? Every time I have ever done dmt I only get visuals I have never seen or felt entities or anything on those lines. I have had numerous people tell me they see more than just visuals of colors and stuff like I do?

 

[Davski]

Wow that’s pretty deep. So do you see and feel like entities on dmt? Every time I have ever done dmt I only get visuals I have never seen or felt entities or anything on those lines. I have had numerous people tell me they see more than just visuals of colors and stuff like I do?

I have had interesting dmt journies unfortunately I forget them rather quickly, I do the feel I am meant too. Some involve going to alien world's where I play games with them as an alien being, going to worlds which are very similar to this world but with various add ons which are complex and hard to explain complex patterns forever changing. Once I was in a gameshow being explained how the game works. I have been operated on by alien beings.
Fortunately I haven't had any bad experiences so far on dmt but it can always happen. When I do dmt it usually starts with geometric amazing patterns and shapes and beautiful colours morphing then I go to the next part, on my recent journey it was a similar world to this one bit alot of add ons too it.
I do meditations, burn sage and I make sure the dmt knows how grateful I am for this opportunity. I respect dmt alot, I respect mushrooms but my lessons so far haven't been the most pleasant but I am very grateful for the healing they are helping me with.

 

[DmTnewb1]

I have had interesting dmt journies unfortunately I forget them rather quickly, I do the feel I am meant too. Some involve going to alien world's where I play games with them as an alien being, going to worlds which are very similar to this world but with various add ons which are complex and hard to explain complex patterns forever changing. Once I was in a gameshow being explained how the game works. I have been operated on by alien beings.
Fortunately I haven't had any bad experiences so far on dmt but it can always happen. When I do dmt it usually starts with geometric amazing patterns and shapes and beautiful colours morphing then I go to the next part, on my recent journey it was a similar world to this one bit alot of add ons too it.
I do meditations, burn sage and I make sure the dmt knows how grateful I am for this opportunity. I respect dmt alot, I respect mushrooms but my lessons so far haven't been the most pleasant but I am very grateful for the healing they are helping me with.

I have never brokethrough on dmt I for some reason won’t allow myself to do enough to get a breakthrough I guess I’m to scared to do a breakthrough I would like to at some point. I have gone dark acouple of times on dmt but way more good experiences then dark ones

 

[Davski]

I have never brokethrough on dmt I for some reason won’t allow myself to do enough to get a breakthrough I guess I’m to scared to do a breakthrough I would like to at some point. I have gone dark acouple of times on dmt but way more good experiences then dark ones

There is no rush to breakthrough, sub breakthroughs are amazing too. One day you may do but it doesn't matter if you do or don't.
I find it's important to do what one feels comfortable with as there is no rush to do more. I tend to remember better the lower dosages.