tele said:
EERINESS? If one isn't ready for that at any time of day with DMT, then it's not for the one who's not ready. It can bring anything at any time of the day, so one should always be prepared for the unexpected, even if it could have evil touch to it:wink:
Yeah I'm learning that. I've read the reports of bad trips people have, but for some reason I felt like I wouldn't be one of those people, due to my past experiences with LSD and mushrooms in which I have always had a wonderful time. Literally no unpleasant feelings ever, or fear, or anxiety, etc, except sometimes caused by the external environment, but not by the trip/drug itself, or my internal landscape (if that makes sense). So I just felt like no matter what happened my experience was going to be good, and positive, and awesome; not uncomfortable, 'weird', or 'eerie' for lack of better words. Why I expected that after reading all the reports? Idk. I guess I just figured most people probably had some psychological issues that I don't, or lacked the faith/beliefs that I have, but I see now that no matter how strong one's mind is, it's not a guarantee against an uncomfortable experience, and I should have known better than to think that I'm any more mentally sound or enlightened than any of the many wonderful and intelligent people who have shared their unpleasant moments here at the Nexus.
And it's not that my trips were even bad, or any of those other undesirable adjectives I used... Just my latest one in which I went the farthest I have gone yet was kind of weird so far, and just not what I was expecting.. Which made me realize that I can't expect anything. This revelation just kind of startled me... Now that I'm getting comfortable with it though, I'll be ready to go back soon. I think I'm going to try tomorrow when me and my buddy take some doses... I've heard they're amazing to combine.
Felnik said:
I understand the eerie thing at night .
Indeed.. But I don't really think it was the nighttime at all anymore. I think I was just startled by the deems; though I still think nighttime does put
some sort of spin on the trip. I'll have to do a little more experimenting to elaborate.