Dear friends at the nexus

[Steely]

My father a few years ago had to undergo something similar. It was discovered after he went in for bladder related problems that he had cancer. Chemo was horrible on him. Hospital nights were crude and frightening and he would often go many nights without sleep. I stayed in the hospital for hours on end, especially when he was in surgery.

The recovery process was extremely difficult. He had cathader's in all day every day for a month and the pain lasted for quite some time.

He made a full recovery though. In fact, just last week for spring break we both went on a long day hike together. Although I can't relate to a brotherly bond, my father is the world to me. It killed me day in and day out to see him in such a condition and I don't think I would have ever recovered if I lost him so soon.

The world can be a cruel place, but humans are much stronger than most give credit for. Will power alone will win half the battle, but the other half is support from their closest family members and friends.

I was in that hospital every day for too many hours. This was while I was still in high school and as much as it hurt me to not be by his side and to be in class learning some bullshit lesson that I would never need again in life, he encouraged.. No, he needed me in school more than he did by his side. It still hurts thinking about it and brings tears to my eyes knowing that I almost lost him.

But like I said, since then he has made a full recovery and now and then a few jokes are tossed around about the incident.

All my love goes out to your family and your brother.

I hope everything is going well as I am posting quite some time after the initial post.

 

[obliguhl]

Still thinking of you, ambi!!

 

[Xt]

Your a good man and i couldn't think of anything more a person could want then support from their brother in a time like this.

I hope you looking after yourself as well.
Im sending the most powerful best wishes and healing thoughts towards you both.

Om mani padme hum.

 

[plumsmooth]

I wanted to share this; I realize that he has already embarked upon a treatment program but I have always been really intrigued with this particular protocol and felt to share it:
Good Luck to whole family!:

Step 4: Liver Flush for Detoxing - Cancer Tutor

Right out of the box, there have been no studies on the long-term effects of detoxification programs. There have been only a small number of studies on detox programs in people. While some have had positive results on weight and fat loss, insulin resistance, and blood pressure, the studies...

cancertutor.com

 

[polytrip]

I wish i could do more for you than just saying i'm sorry for you and your family. But i know from all the times i had to deal with the pain life can throw at you, that there is no answer to the pain. All you can do is realize that the biggest challenge in life is to remain a positive human being in spite of all the pain you may have to deal with. Sometimes that challenge is a very, very heavy load to bear.

I wish you the strenght and wisdom to do the right things, to be the best brother, the best you, you can be.
And from as far as i can judge, i believe that you have it in you to be exactly that.

 

[camakazi]

aww mate... I didn't know anything about this or I'd have been in touch sooner. Really sorry to hear about this, my thoughts go out to you and your family man.

If you need anyone to talk to or just chill with, you know I'm only a 5min walk round the corner bro, anytime.

Take care
Donnie

 

[ambi-lysergance]

everyone

goodness it has been a while friends.

had some much needed time out, been spending as much quality time as possible with my brother.

he has had 3 out of 8 scheduled chemo sessions and so far is responding well.
he is having 4 or 5 bad days after each chemo session but then rest of the time he is really positive and out and about doing things keeping motivated.

he's due another session this week taking him through the half way mark of his treatment.

this time away from the nexus has been needed to clear ones head and also understand my brothers situation which I am a lot more informed and confident about.

it has gave me time to re allign my priorties and bring those near to me a little closer. It has empowered me with a greater sense of appreciation and perception for all things.

in order to acheive this and support my brother as much as possible I needed a break from psychedelics not only physically but mentally. Im sure you good people understand this.

Ive missed you guys/gals profoundly and cant wait to immerse my self back into the wonder and haven that is the nexus.

so yeah you may just be seeing more of me again, it is up for fierce debate if thats a good thing:d but I cant wait to read through whats been going on.

thanks to you all. Ive took great strength from your kind words, thoughts and energies.

you have all been immense!

love you all

ambi

 

[corpus callosum]

Ambi Lysergance.

May I wish you and your kith and kin all the best with the challenges you face with regards to your brothers illness.

May I ask-is it Non Hodgkins or Hodgkins Lymphoma that your brother has? Do you know what stage the doctors have labelled it as being?

Take it one day at a time, friend.Remember, today is all you have coz yesterdays already history and tomorrow is just a hope.And time, that thing which turns all our tomorrows into yesterdays,plods on regardless.

Once again, all the best.

 

[ambi-lysergance]

hi corpus,

it is "non hodgkins" lymphoma stage 2

thanks for your words my friend

all the same kind wishes to you and yours man:wink:

 

[ragabr]

ambi-lysergance,
Very glad to hear that your brother has been holding up well! My mother always had a crash after each chemo session as well, and it's extremely hard on everyone.

Hope that we can help with these new adjustments that you've chosen to make.

All love,
R

 

[joebono]

Yes brother, I hope that you and your family become closer and the bonds that hold you together continue to strengthen.

 

[Virola78]

Hey hey ambi
nice to hear from you again

 

[NoName]

I've just joined and found this - dude, I hope all goes well and you and your bro get through this.

 

[ambi-lysergance]

thanks people

he's doing really well both physically and mentally, we've done loads recently, had some really good times with lot of laughs.

he had bags in each side linked to each kidney and also a cathetar in, which have all been removed so he feels like he has a new lease of life, a lot more mobile and less self concious due to these shackles being lifted.

just taking it a day at a time but there is a lot more to be positive about and thats what we go with.

much love my friends

 

[ghostman]

thanks people

he's doing really well both physically and mentally, we've done loads recently, had some really good times with lot of laughs.

he had bags in each side linked to each kidney and also a cathetar in, which have all been removed so he feels like he has a new lease of life, a lot more mobile and less self concious due to these shackles being lifted.

just taking it a day at a time but there is a lot more to be positive about and thats what we go with.

much love my friends

Some awesome news! I hope things continue to get better. Keep your spirits up.

 

[obliguhl]

Does anyone know, what happened to him?

 

[Purges]

My thoughts are with your brother, you, and the rest of your family. Stay strong.

Peace and Love,
P

 

[Infinite I]

Seen a talk by a woman called Cathie Grout who had really bad lymphomo cancer, she was given a year to live and was told she would have to go on chemo. She wasnt too keen on the chemo and went on a juicing diet and done a lot of exercise, the doctors were shocked at how the tumours just dissapeared, linky: http://www.thetruthmatters.org.uk/i...ntent&view=article&id=114&catid=38&Itemid=226

Guy I work with has recently had cancer, not sure what kind but his diet is absolutely shocking and he continues to eat shite. Ive spoke to him about the importance of diet but hes just too ingrained with his unhelthy ways to really make big changes, his life I suppose :roll:

 

[Jin]

ambi , very sad to hear this
be strong and be with your brother through this tough time
i hope things turn out good
pls keep well and much hope and strength to you

 

[humblebee]

Hey Ambi,


Geeze this whole thing is such sad news. I am praying hard for you and your bro-

What about this; aya as cancer cure research? I am not even close to as stricken as your brother, but me (non Hodgekins lymphoma) and my friend who has leukemia are considering going for it.

LOVE,
hb