Decoding what was shown/heard during my trip

[4Dviewin3Dworld]

I tried dmt for my first time last night i tried it twice the first time things started really good and then it felt as if a dark or slightly evil energy started floating around me which caused me to start looking for it as i felt the energy passing around me and as i was spinning trying to catch this feeling in a physical view i felt as if something touched my back and at that point it felt as if that touch sent me back into my body i heard very light humming and crazy visuals i couldn’t even begin to describe. The second trip is where i want to try to decode my trip i think this time i got past the breakthrough point. Again nothing was visualized with these beings but i felt there presence very strongly this time it wasn’t a bad feeling but very peaceful and blissful i felt at peace and very happy and this time it felt as though they were speaking directly to me but without words it was all through sound and vibrations as if those were their language during the entirety of this second trip my eyes would not open as i exhaled they closed and the visuals started within my eyelids(i also had dmt frequency activation music playing in my headphones this time and there was a chime or drum or something that had a singular beat and when i heard that it sent the trip into full gear i was holding onto the floor like i was gonna leave the ground) and at the end of this trip this entity or being told me to shhh and blew into my face blowing my spiritual self or whatever it may be that leaves when you enter your trip back into my body where i came too but life didn’t look how it would normally the visuals were gone but it was almost as if i could see what was really there that our normal eye missed everything seemed more than what it was more intricate detailed. And i felt as if these beings left me with an internal question that i don’t know what the question is and I’m supposed to figure it out. I feel as though if i were able to interpret more of this properly i would be able to figure out what this question could be or help in the right direction at least so if anyone has any suggestions on how i could do that I’ve been looking up what certain things could mean during my trip but there’s not much out there to help with that. (I did not have any sort of trip sitter or shaman to help with what was seen heard just for an fyi and I’d like to find a real shaman to help but have no idea where I’d find one or what the process would like like at that point)

 

[Tripolation]

It doesn't have to mean anything. Sometimes I think it is just things that are within and the music and the art of DMT brings these things to the surface. I refer to music because you can listen to music with no lyrics whatsoever and experience strong emotions. The music didn't convey any lesson, it just brought something within to the surface. Art can do the same thing. Many things in this life can do this, including psychedelic experiences.

It's a puzzle within a puzzle. It's another language like music. Just listen let it pass through you. The puzzle may have no solution. There may be nothing to figure out and you may find the puzzle was an illusion. Perhaps you may find a piece that fits here and there and that is fine and good. Enjoy that.

 

[4Dviewin3Dworld]

It doesn't have to mean anything. Sometimes I think it is just things that are within and the music and the art of DMT brings these things to the surface. I refer to music because you can listen to music with no lyrics whatsoever and experience strong emotions. The music didn't convey any lesson, it just brought something within to the surface. Art can do the same thing. Many things in this life can do this, including psychedelic experiences.

It's a puzzle within a puzzle. It's another language like music. Just listen let it pass through you. The puzzle may have no solution. There may be nothing to figure out and you may find the puzzle was an illusion. Perhaps you may find a piece that fits here and there and that is fine and good. Enjoy that.

I’m aware it doesn’t have to mean anything and i wasn’t referring to the music also i just put it in there that the second time the music gave a bit more of an experience i guess what i was more referring too is the physical feeling of having a question to answer when all was said and done but not knowing what said question even could be

 

[4Dviewin3Dworld]

I’m aware it doesn’t have to mean anything and i wasn’t referring to the music also i just put it in there that the second time the music gave a bit more of an experience i guess what i was more referring too is the physical feeling of having a question to answer when all was said and done but not knowing what said question even could be

If that makes sense?

 

[CommonConduit]

If that makes sense?

Did you have a question (or intention) in preparation of the trip? Or maybe in the back of your mind?

 

[Tripolation]

It does make sense. You are certainly not alone in your confusion with the experience. DMT is some weird stuff and I am often left baffled as to what just occurred after a trip. Perhaps some further integration will allow you to find some answers.

Common Conduit's questions are apt here.

 

[4Dviewin3Dworld]

Did you have a question (or intention) in preparation of the trip? Or maybe in the back of your mind?

Honestly maybe in the back of my head my main reason for wanting to try it was honestly just to see the beings people sometimes talk about and feel the “blast off” feeling so questions weren’t my main focus but possibly had some in the back of my head i wouldn’t doubt it

 

[CommonConduit]

I tend to believe that where you are at in your headspace feeds into the experience. You may be undecided on which questions to ask. That could be solved quickly. Just pick one.

 

[Plotty]

Surrender to the journey. You should be aiming for passive observation, withholding moment to moment opinion, and avoiding astonishment (valid TM ref of course). You are trying to analyse as you go, this will act like a brake