Yesterday I was hanging out with my brother and two of our friends. The guys always wanted to try mesc out and I dd have 3.5 grams left from an earlier extraction;
At 00.15 am we decided that we split the 3.5 and I'd informed my girlfriend we were off on mesc so she could be the backup if needed.
So we all had about 800 mg s purified extract. We built a camp fire in the backyard and waited about 1.45 hour to let it kick in. One of our mates had the biggest purifying experience you could imagine during the built-up. Vomitting like I never saw someone do. He vommited for all of us the rest managed to keep everything inside.
Visually it was intense as never before. I always see wall breathing and green/red patterning but this was mind-blowing bending,morphing of objects and colors,colors,colors for a full 9 hours. Like a big painting developing just before your eyes.
One problem I'm having was leading in the analyzing part of the trip. Always trying to be aware of what others think of me or situations. We came to the conclusion that this issue can't be solved very easily and is a big burden not only for me but also my loving gf. This will need a lot of being conscious about the moment it happens and then deprogram it in my routines. This trip gave me deep emotional insight about the mechanism.
The analytical headspace gets a little distorted at this dose but still is very crystal clear. The moment you find yourself going in a mindfucking direction the flow autocorrects this.
Ego dissolving like high dose shrooms didn't occur but instead we could analyze our ego in a third person kind of way which I find far more useful.
This dose was the true gem that I was searching for and have fueled me for the years to come. My friends just called me to thank me for the opportunity to experience this in the most sincere form.
The only downside was at the tail things became sketchy for me because of lack of energy. My girlfriend comforted me out during this period of intense stomach burn and overly fast visuals. I also have a slight headache now probably from a little dehydration.
At 00.15 am we decided that we split the 3.5 and I'd informed my girlfriend we were off on mesc so she could be the backup if needed.
So we all had about 800 mg s purified extract. We built a camp fire in the backyard and waited about 1.45 hour to let it kick in. One of our mates had the biggest purifying experience you could imagine during the built-up. Vomitting like I never saw someone do. He vommited for all of us the rest managed to keep everything inside.
Visually it was intense as never before. I always see wall breathing and green/red patterning but this was mind-blowing bending,morphing of objects and colors,colors,colors for a full 9 hours. Like a big painting developing just before your eyes.
One problem I'm having was leading in the analyzing part of the trip. Always trying to be aware of what others think of me or situations. We came to the conclusion that this issue can't be solved very easily and is a big burden not only for me but also my loving gf. This will need a lot of being conscious about the moment it happens and then deprogram it in my routines. This trip gave me deep emotional insight about the mechanism.
The analytical headspace gets a little distorted at this dose but still is very crystal clear. The moment you find yourself going in a mindfucking direction the flow autocorrects this.
Ego dissolving like high dose shrooms didn't occur but instead we could analyze our ego in a third person kind of way which I find far more useful.
This dose was the true gem that I was searching for and have fueled me for the years to come. My friends just called me to thank me for the opportunity to experience this in the most sincere form.
The only downside was at the tail things became sketchy for me because of lack of energy. My girlfriend comforted me out during this period of intense stomach burn and overly fast visuals. I also have a slight headache now probably from a little dehydration.
