Voidmatrix said:
I feel for you and my heart goes out to you my friend. Awareness can be painful and augmenting our perspective can be difficult.
I understand wanting to block things out. I'm too bullheaded so have a hard time "escaping." However, low dose changa has it's place as a therapeutic tool. It may help give you the somatic experience and headspace needed to navigate your feelings and emotions, helping you find some homeostasis in balance and moving towards acceptance, for a lot of the things the perturb us are unfortunately also outside of our control.
Be well and keep your head up. I know it can be tough.
One love
Thanks for that mate.
Yes, I know you are right, and luckily I am not always as low as I've currently been, so I do know that things will improve.
I think part of my issue with DMT is I am not really using it as carefully as when I do mushrooms or Aya. I've not put the effort into intention and setting, a million miles away from the ceremonial way I have approached other psychedelics, so I guess it's no surprise I'm not receiving the benefits I'm looking for.
Not surprising that being lazy and looking to just be healed is not having the desired effect.
Anyway, I'm feeling better today.
Peace.