Did I break through?

[Swarupa]

Thanks man, that's reassuring

I'll def look into extracting some harmala alkaloids & will even look into dosing orally

Its kinda baffling how to approach DMT, its SO powerful and it's like we're all learning how to harness it right, i'll probly end up reverse engineering back to a traditional aya brew lol

 

[shishigami]

Keep in mind that sub-breakthrough levels are not inferior by default. Breakthroughs are much more intense, but not always more influential. It is an intensely rewarding experience to undergo, but by no means the only worthwhile extension of DMT.

It even makes you start to doubt a lot of DMT breakthrough claims.

I can definitely relate to this. Too much emphasis is placed on breakthroughs and seems to put a lot of pressure on new smokers to achieve this "ultimate experience". A healthy relationship with spice requires you take what it gives you....demanding an experience will keep you in a rut.

So that was definitely the case. I had thought that anything not breakthrough didn't really count. I just smoked the the last bit of DMT I have and had my assed kicked. I had my eyes open the entire time and as what I was lying on became a writhing blue mass of motion and nothingness I knew I needed to soon take a break from psychs. My whole purpose of being came into question and I realized my priorities needed to be realigned. The sheer terror I felt was unimaginable. I was seriously fucking up. Smoking DMT every few days with the hopes of seeing and talking to elves and aliens I lost sight of what mattered. I was told that this time there would me no creatures but me, and I had to face my consciousness by my selfWhen I start up again I should approach them with more respect and clearly have an intention for every trip I take. I don't know if its technically a breakthrough but for me, the teaching aspect of it certainly was. My friends can finish off whatever is left in the pipe...

Its kinda baffling how to approach DMT, its SO powerful and it's like we're all learning how to harness it right, i'll probly end up reverse engineering back to a traditional aya brew lol

I'll probably do the same...