Wow. I am completely dumbfounded by this experience, I have to write it all down before it leaves me.
Ok so I will never go back to smoking out of a pipe after this. I finally decided to give "The Machine" a try and built a pretty sweet machine bubbler out of an empty paprika container, the glass from a dropper, and a silly halloween straw with a purple skeleton on it, I focused my intentions on a small crystal and plopped it into the water.
The following is 20mg vaped out of said machine, the most I have had the balls to try btw and I am so happy I did!
First off a chrysanthemum/mandala appeared on my wall that seemed to be examining me to make sure I could pay attention and be somehow worthy for what was to come. It wanted me to look at these alien glyphs and focus on them, mean while there were crazy wobbling waving things off to my sides trying to distract me, the mandala did not want me to look away and I knew if I did I would fail the test.
I kept my focus and when the mandala decided I was fit to proceed my room rearranged into who knows what, and the mandala transformed into a holographic woman's face, and finally morphing into her whole naked body, spinning around like something you would see on a computer screen in a cheesy B movie as a woman came out of a cryogenic freeze or something. She was just as a normal human but only a white outlined holograph.
What happened next was....incredible. The woman held out a morphing ball of energy that seemed to be the same attention grabbing material that the mandala showed me; I knew that I should grab this ball, so I reached for the ball but instead of grasping something solid it was like reaching into pure nothingness and my hand was able to move extremely easily and without friction even from the air. Almost automatically I started to move my hand like turning a door knob repeatedly and it felt amazing! Then I got the notion she was telling me to grab with both hands, I could actually feel some sort of force like two magnets pushing eachother away between my rotating hands.
All of a sudden I realized this was some sort of sexual act. It felt very pleasing to me but not really in a sexual way. Almost as soon as I noticed what was going on the ball grew into a holographic child, then I put my hands down and gaped in awe as the child morphed and grew bigger and older until I knew it's death was imminent, but before it grew too old and died the trip faded and they disappeared into the air. I was left with my mouth wide open, nothing to do but laugh stupidly for 5 minutes.:shock:
Ok so I will never go back to smoking out of a pipe after this. I finally decided to give "The Machine" a try and built a pretty sweet machine bubbler out of an empty paprika container, the glass from a dropper, and a silly halloween straw with a purple skeleton on it, I focused my intentions on a small crystal and plopped it into the water.
The following is 20mg vaped out of said machine, the most I have had the balls to try btw and I am so happy I did!
First off a chrysanthemum/mandala appeared on my wall that seemed to be examining me to make sure I could pay attention and be somehow worthy for what was to come. It wanted me to look at these alien glyphs and focus on them, mean while there were crazy wobbling waving things off to my sides trying to distract me, the mandala did not want me to look away and I knew if I did I would fail the test.
I kept my focus and when the mandala decided I was fit to proceed my room rearranged into who knows what, and the mandala transformed into a holographic woman's face, and finally morphing into her whole naked body, spinning around like something you would see on a computer screen in a cheesy B movie as a woman came out of a cryogenic freeze or something. She was just as a normal human but only a white outlined holograph.
What happened next was....incredible. The woman held out a morphing ball of energy that seemed to be the same attention grabbing material that the mandala showed me; I knew that I should grab this ball, so I reached for the ball but instead of grasping something solid it was like reaching into pure nothingness and my hand was able to move extremely easily and without friction even from the air. Almost automatically I started to move my hand like turning a door knob repeatedly and it felt amazing! Then I got the notion she was telling me to grab with both hands, I could actually feel some sort of force like two magnets pushing eachother away between my rotating hands.
All of a sudden I realized this was some sort of sexual act. It felt very pleasing to me but not really in a sexual way. Almost as soon as I noticed what was going on the ball grew into a holographic child, then I put my hands down and gaped in awe as the child morphed and grew bigger and older until I knew it's death was imminent, but before it grew too old and died the trip faded and they disappeared into the air. I was left with my mouth wide open, nothing to do but laugh stupidly for 5 minutes.:shock:
) but, I can relate to the sexual impressions in some experiences. I've had experiences where I interacted with female entities and it felt quite sexual, it's like they shower me with plethoric and limitless love which begins to infect my whole being with ecstasy and a mind bending recognition that some sort of sexual contact is taking place. Alien love has been the weirdest part of the experience for me, it's honestly helped me to grow and love myself even further.
