I have a few times found myself crawling on the floor for the bathroom sweating bullets with that exact feeling of nausea and sickness you experienced, needing to puke and eliminate at the same time, then it just passed by fairly quickly without any action.
My worst case and last time it happened it was on a big first toke. And I had just woken up. Immediately I felt nausea and sickness on top of that heavy body distortion it was super intense distortion, nausea and sickness with urge to puke and shit my pants. It was so bad I felt like literally that was it for me, at the same time I felt like my skin was scraping together drying up, I felt like I was being mummified on the spot where I layed fetal position on the hallway floor. That was as far as i would get to the bathroom before curling up. that’s the only time It was so bad I said to myself If I get through this I will never touch that pipe again.
Then moments later i was fine, again without any action.
those handful of times this has happened is in between over a few years time using the same technique. Also it happened far between and randomly. I use sandwich technique 50mg dozes layered between ash with weed/tobacco filler. Has worked magically for me personally, I love it so I’ve never switched it up.
it’s very unfortunate it happened when dipping your toe in for the first time.
After my worst experience I was hesitant and cautious for the first few travels after and just eased into it slower than usually which I prefer actually. As Blig-blug noted in the thread and looking back it could have been the abrupt fast onset although I’m really used to it with out problems, those times it happened it could have just hit in that way the body reacts in this manner. Might be combined with poor nutrition state or exhaustion atleast in my case.
Whatever it is I personally never worried about it too much as I got over it so quickly.
You have received a lot of great advice and guidance already, you are in good hands. As noted already in the thread It should be emphasised how important it is to have no thoughts bothering you at the back of your mind when going in, anything that can creep up on you as you experienced lightly with your choice of setting when realising how that situation could go wrong in the worst possible manner creeped up and caused a bit of paranoia. Having those realisations and feeling at the same time as going for a breakthrough experience for example would not a pleasant combo and possibly ruin the experience, especially if not seasoned could be hard to handle and navigate through it.
I felt the need sharing this with you. Hope it will courage you to not give up on your journey in anyway as this could have a simple explanation. As discussed in the thread maybe your medication played a part. In my case I have never used any kinds of medication or pills of any kind just worth noting. Blig-blug suggestion of abrupt fast onset I can relate to and makes sense in my case. Might be combined with poor physical state at the same time or exhaustion. Could be the abrupt fast onset combined with serotonin receptors in the gut as Jamie01 pointed out.
I’m excited for you to start your journey, if you do I’m looking forward to read about it.
Wish you all the best.
Btw if the scale doesn’t register and is unreliable with small amounts, i rather put large quantity of dmt on it and take from it rather than adding to the empty scale.
