This was the 1st time I made some rue tea. I used 4 grams of crushed rue seeds, steeped in hot water for 15 minutes. I strained the grounds out and then slowly boiled the tea with an egg white for 10 minutes. The egg white looked like egg yolk after the boil. I cut it open and could see a layer of yellow around a white center. Much like a smoke ring on BBQ. Then I started slowly smoking some changa.
Fast forward to the part that matters... I was enjoying a large area, more like a large auditorium, made of Mayan like patterns. All of a sudden I felt like I was getting physically pushed out of mind. I really felt like some thing had it's fingers in my head. After the initial shock, like a few milliseconds, the fingers felt like they were interfacing with my mind, trying to figure me out. Right after that feeling, I mentally spun around to look at what was doing this. That is the 1st time I felt like I controlled any thing in hyperspace.(which was awesome) As I spun I was thinking "Well lets have a look at you!" I meant to stick my fingers in it's head, to do to it as it was doing to me. It felt like the natural thing to do.
After the complete mental rotation, I noted the feeling of being pushed out of my mind was gone. The Entity was now partly behind a fold in the pattern, sticking it's head out and holding on the to corner of the fold, like it was peering around the corner at incoming danger. It was ugly and had a big round head with long slender fingers that came to dull point. He was made out of a different pattern than the rest of the area and much darker. He slipped back into the fold or around the corner if you will. I chased him. I couldn't find the fold of the pattern that he ran into.
He didn't scare me, but I can't help but feel like I scared him. He didn't make it known to me that he was there or what his intentions were before he stuck his fingers in my head. Which makes me feel that my intentions to interface with him wasn't wrong.
What does the Nexus have to say about that? I'm very eager to know!
Reosed
Fast forward to the part that matters... I was enjoying a large area, more like a large auditorium, made of Mayan like patterns. All of a sudden I felt like I was getting physically pushed out of mind. I really felt like some thing had it's fingers in my head. After the initial shock, like a few milliseconds, the fingers felt like they were interfacing with my mind, trying to figure me out. Right after that feeling, I mentally spun around to look at what was doing this. That is the 1st time I felt like I controlled any thing in hyperspace.(which was awesome) As I spun I was thinking "Well lets have a look at you!" I meant to stick my fingers in it's head, to do to it as it was doing to me. It felt like the natural thing to do.
After the complete mental rotation, I noted the feeling of being pushed out of my mind was gone. The Entity was now partly behind a fold in the pattern, sticking it's head out and holding on the to corner of the fold, like it was peering around the corner at incoming danger. It was ugly and had a big round head with long slender fingers that came to dull point. He was made out of a different pattern than the rest of the area and much darker. He slipped back into the fold or around the corner if you will. I chased him. I couldn't find the fold of the pattern that he ran into.
He didn't scare me, but I can't help but feel like I scared him. He didn't make it known to me that he was there or what his intentions were before he stuck his fingers in my head. Which makes me feel that my intentions to interface with him wasn't wrong.
What does the Nexus have to say about that? I'm very eager to know!
Reosed
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