DMT (48-50+mg) - inexperienced - The end of the Universe

[Felnik]

I think part if the issue with dmt is that its impossible
To imagine or believe something could be this powerful
And amazing until its actually happening .
There is nothing to compare it to.

, I honestly don't know how
You kids rock this stuff with intense techno music playing.

 

[RebornInSmoke]

there's drugs. and then there's DMT.

felnik, Im definitely not having any music playing next time. that was a big part of the intensity overload.

 

[Retrovertigo]

I think part if the issue with dmt is that its impossible
To imagine or believe something could be this powerful
And amazing until its actually happening .
There is nothing to compare it to.

, I honestly don't know how
You kids rock this stuff with intense techno music playing.

We arnt all kids....

 

[Purges]

Crazy guy! I have been completely obliterated as you speak only once, which was with an unweighed amount of Changa (d'oh!). I came back covered in my own vomit. That was intense lol. And on a separate occasion recently I experienced a complete re-birth, which was absolutely beautiful, astounding and very intense. Sounds like you had both wrapped into one :shock: Make sure you take time to integrate that, these experiences are a real privilege, no matter how shattering they can be.

Well done brave traveller!

 

[Infinite I]

I love first time reports!

There great eh, even better when they take too much by mistake :lol: Oh no what have I done?? what is this?? Congratulations reborninsmoke appreciate the great report, sure most folks here have had similar experiences by making a little mistake with dosage. I hardly touch dmt as my setting isnt ideal but id advise you to leave it till you feel ready and start with 10-15mgs working up, ive seen people swear off dmt because of one high dose experience gone bad, theres so many facets to it though that I dont understand this never again attitude. Good luck!

 

[joedirt]

Welcome home brother.

Next time...if there is a next time.

20-30 mgs all in on hit.

I've accidentally taken 30+ once (didn't clear the bowl before re loading) and I flew directly through the fractal patterns into a white void.

I felt like I was trapped in a 2D white box for years upon years. When I eventually regained control of my body I sat up in bed with a gasp of air. When I opened my eye's I was still tripping harder than I even realized was possible. My wifes body looked like a 3D computer image with a wireframe mesh. the bedroom was pitch black...NO LIGHT PERIOD. I shouldn't have even saw here. More than that though her heart center lit up the entire room with an orange glow.

Since that time. I alway's clear the bowl and I alway's use a predifened dose.

Personally I find 20mgs in one inhale to be my preferred dose.

however...I really only like CHANGA and don't care for straight freebase crystal much.

 

[RebornInSmoke]

never again? not at all! ive been back 3 or 4 times since! and it was only the other week. but still, im taking it slow and trying to integrate the experiences ive been given.

my second try, i went about it in a ritualistic manner and had the most spiritually profound experience of my life. i met with what i believe was the divine godhead. of course i do not know for sure, but that is the overall impression i got.

i describe the experience in this thread-
Its about time

i seem to be a bit sensitive to dmt, as that breakthrough experience in that thread was on just 10mg!
i am going to take it slow and be as respectful and grateful with dmt as i can be.
this is a sacrament. since that first and second experience i cant forget that feeling of pure love that enveloped my soul.

i find myself focusing on that feeling whenever i notice myself getting angry or stressed out or any other negativity, and think "its not all bad, cant have the ups without the downs. despite it all, life and the universe are impeccably perfect!"


thank you, universe

LOVE

 

[Herba Luisa]

Congratulations reborninsmoke what a Kickstart!
I know the "NEVER again. im still in shock." :lol:
On my shattering OMFG-Experience i was sucked into an micro-dimensional-gravitational-Lens
with the diameter of less than one atom. Total disruption of ALL that was me.

I use the Spice only without Music on. But to prepare for a flight i listen to Techno Trance too.
I used to be a Tekkno Kid in the 90. and electronic Music gives me still a huge uplifting energy. Those repetitive
Beats just make me sooo happy, they are one of the best Setting for me.
No more pre flight anxieties with the right Beats! 20mg in GVG is my Dose!

 

[RebornInSmoke]

hey Herbal Luisa, do you have a report on that experience?
id be interested in reading it.
i have found that mellow music centres me a lot more for this stuff, whereas the techno and electronic music i listen to is far more suited to an acid trip.
theres simply too much going on for a dmt experience. at least when played loud and you're on 48mg+!

 

[XeR0]

This reminds me of my last DMT resin breakthrough. It was pure DMT with a sh!t ton of resin I hadn't cleaned out of the VG. However, it didn't end as blissfully or as lovingly as yours. Mine was total loss of what I had. Maybe that was the message to begin with. But after that, I spent weeks...a whole month actually trying to integrate the experience before I was back to what I considered to be normal. I wasn't fully normal until about 2 months later. The first week or so was hellish. I was sick. I was getting a fever. I was alone. I had no one to talk to. No one to relate to my experiences. I was getting powerful night-flashbacks, dissociations, sometimes nightmares, spontaneous partial-OBE's, etc. It wasn't as bad as I make it sound...but it was quite difficult. I totally lost hope. I thought, "You REALLY F***ed up this time! What were you thinking?! 80mg?! You deserve what you got!"

In the end, I survived. I got over it. I fought the depression. And now, I'm SO MUCH stronger...both mentally and physically. I know how to deal with the experience if it were to happen again. I know what it takes. I used to ask "Why can't depressed people just snap out of it?!" Now I know exactly why. It ain't that easy. But I can gladly and proudly say I fought it all on my own. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger and I did not succumb to the forces of the DMT resin experience. I moved on....

 

[lysergicIV]

I recently vaped roughly 100mg of dmt and was blown out of this world, there is a thread on here somewhere about, though I wrote it immediately after gaining the ability to type so it is not well written. It has taken me over a month to get back to normal and I still regularly experience light visuals on an almost daily basis. DMT is extremely powerful and I plan on revisiting it this weekend but I have done close to a breakthrough dose since that day. Take some time off but I hope you aren't scared away forever, safe travels friend.

 

[DeMenTed]

DMT kicked yo ASS! lol

 

[TwennyBux]

Nice report mate. I don't think I could handle music at a high dose. A friend of mine fired up the jet lighter, which is loud normally, when I was tripping balls and I swear the sound was terrifying, it sounded like it was going through one of those guitar effects pedals, really echoey and metallic. I tried telling him to shut up but couldn't get my words out. Haha good times.

 

[nexalizer]

Fascinating read, RebornInSmoke.

How's it looking, 2 months after the experience?

 

[RebornInSmoke]

absolutely fantastic
i have not had one single bad day since this experience. sure theres ups n downs, it happens. but a bad day? no.
i truly was reborn anew. reborn, in smoalk

i had a big launching fear after this as you can imagine. but about a month after it, at the start of january,
i sat in bed with some nice low xmas lights on and some small candles. i smoalked low doses and got over my launching fear.
still had a bit of anxiety going higher again as i was getting strong effects from 10mg. on 10-12mg i had a godhead experience. i linked it somewhere in this thread.
it was the most spiritually profound experience of my life including the hyperdeath one in december.

not a day goes by where i have not thanked 'god'/the universe (or both) for life and this beautiful universe we have been given.
every breath is a gift. every heartbeat a divine miracle. i am so grateful to be alive. words do not even begin to describe the feeling of relief upon being plugged back into the universe that day.
i can still remember every moment and the feeling of that trip. there is no going back to wasting time and energy focusing on negativity etc.
all this ridiculous earthly human BS and drama. who needs it.

check my ritual link. I follow it everytime.
i have only very recently finally gotten to grips with and accepted that when i smoalk i am stripping away my ego, "me", and all human identity and simply being. it is a very strange thing to try to describe, you know?

anyway, im feeling great. how are you?

 

[hexan]

words cannot describe how grateful i am to have been given the gift of life back.
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wow, you used a Ritchie Hawtin soundtrack to blast off! I admire your intent. For my first xperience I used Ben Scott ambient to try and calm me down before setting of.

Well done anyway, hope the experience in settling in well : )

 

[Skeemer]

Thanks for sharing this experience with us. It definantly made me smile, remembering my rebirth experience. I'm glad i wasn't annhilated:d The gift of life and the love that we and the universe have is incredible.