Oh God !.. well that's good reportin' too ! Dmt plus TV - don't mix ! Wish you had it on You Tube !... We can live and learn, if you feel like telling us, many of us (or all) want to know ... And next time you launch Drunky', do go with eyes closed in darkness ! After taking a break, you should test to see - you may have missed a whole bunch more weirdness ! You really ought to try it in darkness >! ..or with hardly any, very dim, indirect light. The closed eye visuals are stronger in pitch blackness - I have a lamp with a touch-sensitive switch in the base so I can 'flick' the light off with my finger as I put the bong down next to it - no fumbling for switches etc ... . I need darkness it seems, since each time I try during the day, it's not a complete launch and wonky... And speaking of that dark 'empty' dmt space, it's familiar to many of us I bet. It's like one room or level you can pop into - or when you get stuck between two levels. Or is it a dead-end - not enough HT-5 receptors..? I threw out a spoiled batch of dmt once (went brownish-black from yellow) since it only opened up 'dark' spaces and made half-assed launches happen. So it could still be bio-chemical - Take a break first of all. Then next time plan to drink 3.0 g Rue Seed extract first, then try it in the dark... ! I have been there when only one entity shows up to 'watch' over me, other times it's like a party going on. Then there are the visits when everyone is gone, they must be busy elsewhere, 'at a meeting' or it's the holidays for them. "Loneliness' on dmt (very egoish...) is sometimes intense ! Those are the dark trips we rarely talk about too, I bet ... So impossibly dark, ego is still being handled and veiled. It's a sleep space - empty storage for data yet unspoken. Sometimes it drips with silence, impossibly lonely and you will feel like dieing ! The feelings in there, make these the 'trips you'd wish upon no one' !... but you can let go (if you smoked enough and/or drank some rue-seed-extract), it will kick in or wear off. In the pitch-blackness there are dots of light, it can become like Indra's Net when you notice your 'solitude' is floating in a jeweled web of other 'unborn' souls. You can totally explore the 'dark' spaces, it seems. They will open up too, you're not stuck, or you'll come down .. don't panic ! If you 'stay there' in the dark, have a sitter mention the 'code' word you may have agreed on for reality checks...?! The dark needs to be explored too if you end up there, just 'light-up' something in your mind !.. Each one of us is like a star scortchingly huge, but a dot, so far away from you. And once familiar with the dark-sleepy space we may have seen ourselves 'from' - it makes me think, we're all of us somehow, bags of soul-itudes all sleeping - sleeping bags ! Almost all the time our biggest 'purpose' just sleeps away, our entire life time, 'waiting' to die ... so we can be born again. And then suddenly we 'wake' up...! pheww just a dmt dream !
stashed it and totally forgot where i'd put it.. could this be the dmt? ive smoked damn near 4 grams in a month, maybe this has something to do with it..
