Hi everyone,
I have a few questions, but English is not my main language so it's not so easy to describe things, but anyway, i'll try.
9 years ago I experienced a breakthrough DMT trip, 3 full tokes and off to cyberspace... It was beautiful and i got out of the trip crying and laughing because it was so intense, beautiful but also scary as hell.
The years after I was always thinking about DMT but didn't find the courage to do it again, only had 6 Ayahuasca sessions. Until a few weeks ago, I decided to smoke the DMT again.
I want to thank everyone on this forum, i spent countless hours in here to learn and study and it's really a great source of information. The DMT experience podcast is also a great source of knowledge, i really recommend it.
Anyway, so I'm still a little chicken when doing DMT, the moment I smell the DMT and hold the pipe I'm shaking like a 80 year old with Parkinson. So i'm always doing some low doses (1 very small hit) to get in the mood and then i take larger hits, but not a breakthrough dose (I'm not ready for it)
1) The first trip (sub-break) was very intense for me. I took a small hit and i was watching the room in front of me and everything became HIGH definition untill it started to break down in pixels and BAM i was gone to a place with a lot of numbers and mechanical things, i really can't remember it.
So by recommendation of others I'm starting to document my DMT trips immediately after the experience.
2) 30/12/2020 at 23:50
This evening I decided to do another trip. I just load the GVG with enough DMT and I just count the hits. I did only one hit and I was gone...
At the moment of writing the experience, I was crying and laughing because so much emotions came up, was scared as hell and I had to vomit for 5 minutes after I came down.
What happened?
When I took the hit, I was travelling and hearing a lot of vibrations and some kind of weird music.
I felt like my body was examined and the vibrations/music were going very very fast. I was amazed by a presence but it was going too fast for me... I remembered to relax and just let go and I started smiling.
A presence came in front of me and told me to just hold still and don't move. I agreed.
As they came closer to work my body to do very precise work (don't know what, but it felt very precise work), the vibrations/music were slowing down. I was scared but I kinda trusted this presence.
The presence came VERY CLOSE in front of my face doing the last work while the vibrations were now in slow motion... Very scary, but I remembered to hold still.
After this it got more INTENSE and the vibrations came to a stop. They were done whatever they did.
The precision of the work, is something that stays with me.
At that moment I saw a black waze or smoke and I had troubles breathing, it was very heavy and very weird, and i got in a panic. Somehow they guided me very well and told me it's over and I had to just breathe and relax, which I did.
I was sent back to my reality and you can imagine my amazement of this experience. I felt my stomach working immediately when coming down... I ran to take a bucket and I threw up, I threw up for 5 minutes. Nothing was in the bucket, it was just like Ayahuasca, just energy coming out.
Afterwards I felt very good, as i was cleaned.
I had to cry, I had to laugh, I was so amazed and I had to share it with someone, so I went to go my girlfriend who was asleep to get some support and I told her that aliens worked my body.
Ofcourse she just thinks I'm crazy and told me to quit doing 'this drugs' and went back to sleep.
So now I'm here to get some support. And I have some questions.
1) I heard other people talking about experiences like this, but can someone guide me to some posts/books or something else about this experience? I want to know everything about it, or at least what is known about it.
2) I hear people talking about getting a hyperslap, what does it mean exactly?
3) I get this profound experiences sub breakthrough, will I get the same when doing higher doses or what will change then. Is doing small doses of DMT in one session, eventually building up? Because the tokes I take are not so big, and there is a moment where it gets very intense.
I do it only for personal/spiritual development.
Thank you
I have a few questions, but English is not my main language so it's not so easy to describe things, but anyway, i'll try.
9 years ago I experienced a breakthrough DMT trip, 3 full tokes and off to cyberspace... It was beautiful and i got out of the trip crying and laughing because it was so intense, beautiful but also scary as hell.
The years after I was always thinking about DMT but didn't find the courage to do it again, only had 6 Ayahuasca sessions. Until a few weeks ago, I decided to smoke the DMT again.
I want to thank everyone on this forum, i spent countless hours in here to learn and study and it's really a great source of information. The DMT experience podcast is also a great source of knowledge, i really recommend it.
Anyway, so I'm still a little chicken when doing DMT, the moment I smell the DMT and hold the pipe I'm shaking like a 80 year old with Parkinson. So i'm always doing some low doses (1 very small hit) to get in the mood and then i take larger hits, but not a breakthrough dose (I'm not ready for it)
1) The first trip (sub-break) was very intense for me. I took a small hit and i was watching the room in front of me and everything became HIGH definition untill it started to break down in pixels and BAM i was gone to a place with a lot of numbers and mechanical things, i really can't remember it.
So by recommendation of others I'm starting to document my DMT trips immediately after the experience.
2) 30/12/2020 at 23:50
This evening I decided to do another trip. I just load the GVG with enough DMT and I just count the hits. I did only one hit and I was gone...
At the moment of writing the experience, I was crying and laughing because so much emotions came up, was scared as hell and I had to vomit for 5 minutes after I came down.
What happened?
When I took the hit, I was travelling and hearing a lot of vibrations and some kind of weird music.
I felt like my body was examined and the vibrations/music were going very very fast. I was amazed by a presence but it was going too fast for me... I remembered to relax and just let go and I started smiling.
A presence came in front of me and told me to just hold still and don't move. I agreed.
As they came closer to work my body to do very precise work (don't know what, but it felt very precise work), the vibrations/music were slowing down. I was scared but I kinda trusted this presence.
The presence came VERY CLOSE in front of my face doing the last work while the vibrations were now in slow motion... Very scary, but I remembered to hold still.
After this it got more INTENSE and the vibrations came to a stop. They were done whatever they did.
The precision of the work, is something that stays with me.
At that moment I saw a black waze or smoke and I had troubles breathing, it was very heavy and very weird, and i got in a panic. Somehow they guided me very well and told me it's over and I had to just breathe and relax, which I did.
I was sent back to my reality and you can imagine my amazement of this experience. I felt my stomach working immediately when coming down... I ran to take a bucket and I threw up, I threw up for 5 minutes. Nothing was in the bucket, it was just like Ayahuasca, just energy coming out.
Afterwards I felt very good, as i was cleaned.
I had to cry, I had to laugh, I was so amazed and I had to share it with someone, so I went to go my girlfriend who was asleep to get some support and I told her that aliens worked my body.
Ofcourse she just thinks I'm crazy and told me to quit doing 'this drugs' and went back to sleep.
So now I'm here to get some support. And I have some questions.
1) I heard other people talking about experiences like this, but can someone guide me to some posts/books or something else about this experience? I want to know everything about it, or at least what is known about it.
2) I hear people talking about getting a hyperslap, what does it mean exactly?
3) I get this profound experiences sub breakthrough, will I get the same when doing higher doses or what will change then. Is doing small doses of DMT in one session, eventually building up? Because the tokes I take are not so big, and there is a moment where it gets very intense.
I do it only for personal/spiritual development.
Thank you
