Do many of you meditate?
Do you find it possible to do so while on DMT?
I've found that in the afterglow (hours/days/weeks) after trying DMT it was noticeable through the insights i was getting that DMT cleared up some stuff inside me, meditation was incredible in the days after, although in the peak of the experience meditation seemed practically impossible, it was like it had to scrub my mind clean, it had to ensnare my sense of self into fear & chaos to purify it.
On mushrooms i can still get that fear like on any psychedelic (usually fear of losing control) but on mushrooms i can focus/meditate & come through it easily, i can leave the personal mind aside & bask in the universal presence within, but on DMT this was almost impossible, rather than an experience of oneness it was an experience of endless multiplicity, rather then being beyond creation my sense of self was thrown into creation wildly.
After trying DMT again a week later on a much lower dose i felt i could meditate, let go more, but it was still the theme of endless multiplicity, being wildly out of control, chaos not harmony, do you find as you learn more you are able to tune into the experience more, able to see the harmony in the chaos? Maybe there is a learning curve with DMT as there is with mushrooms?
Any thoughts?
Do you find it possible to do so while on DMT?
I've found that in the afterglow (hours/days/weeks) after trying DMT it was noticeable through the insights i was getting that DMT cleared up some stuff inside me, meditation was incredible in the days after, although in the peak of the experience meditation seemed practically impossible, it was like it had to scrub my mind clean, it had to ensnare my sense of self into fear & chaos to purify it.
On mushrooms i can still get that fear like on any psychedelic (usually fear of losing control) but on mushrooms i can focus/meditate & come through it easily, i can leave the personal mind aside & bask in the universal presence within, but on DMT this was almost impossible, rather than an experience of oneness it was an experience of endless multiplicity, rather then being beyond creation my sense of self was thrown into creation wildly.
After trying DMT again a week later on a much lower dose i felt i could meditate, let go more, but it was still the theme of endless multiplicity, being wildly out of control, chaos not harmony, do you find as you learn more you are able to tune into the experience more, able to see the harmony in the chaos? Maybe there is a learning curve with DMT as there is with mushrooms?
Any thoughts?