Greetings all!
I think i have some anwsers to this peculiar phenomenom. Appearently everytime i experiment a dmt trip with open eyes my hands turn to "machine elves" hands. Judging by the imagery found on the web, i am certain that machine elves are responsible for that...pranksters as they are. And they are in control of how your trip is gonna end up like. Treat dmt with dissrespect and/or smoke it inaproaprietly and prepare to see stuff out of your nightmares that will certanly teach you a lesson....just like it teached me a lesson. Treat dmt with good intention and respect and you will have the time of your life, also i believe there are multiple unexplored levels/states of DMT trip especially with open eyes.
As i lately got used to my cool looking alien hands, i was experimenting with awake state dmt trips, meaning i resist the unconscious effect on the body till id goes away, resulting in totaly wild imagery of normal things. Then adding lungfulls of dmt, i discovered something totaly wild, i don't remember reading about that anywhere, but i noticed several layers of mindstate:
1-flashy, vivid colour, weirdly distorted imagery; if i have a music video on tv screen, i feel the brightness and colour changes within my chest (similar to negative g experience on rollercoaster)
2-bizzarely distorted imagery, faces being demonized, very weird imagery and feelings. this is the stage which dettours you to continue exploration; another lungfull of dmt and the setting changes; that is when stage 3 comes in play
3-state of pure bliss, joy, erotic stimulation; never ever have i encountered anything similar oh my freaking god. Never in my life have i been in a similar state; The feelings of pure extacy and joy (i would compare it with cross between intense orgasm and negative g-s haha) that doesn't cease till the end of the trip. My motorskills were 100% ok and i felt like i was floating around like a fish in an aquarium, at the same tame i still felt connected to my body. Like a very vivid detailed flashy matrix that i knew i was in control of. I was certain that i discovered something. The next day i had no recollection of that blisfull state whatsoever. Then the next time i manage to achieve same state, i remembered that this is not the first time and i will most likely forget. So while trip was coming down i wrote down feelings and stuff i thought was important in a notepad on my pc. Only when i reopened untilted.txt and read my messages in sober state. In a complete AWE i slowly started to remember feelings and imagery i have experienced. And let me tell you, once you are in that state it's like seeing an alien megametropolis in live....whooaaa WTFFF MANN...
anyways, i must emphasise one thing.....
i don't know how many leves there are, but few days ago i think i might have skipped a few unintentionally....
and....you should never set a dose without a scale.....although no one died from an overdose of DMT yet....
this statement should not be taken lightly....
So in my last atempt to achieve state 3, i didn't have luck cause i had around 40mg and i was barely feeling anything....
Then i thaught "ah man frick it....let's add some more, and a little more for good measure"....
Then i lighted the pipe and the smoke was like from a steam train and i forced myself to inhale a really deep lungfull...
note:"it was at this moment i knew i fucked up...."
i held my lungs for about 3s when it began....if i would describe it as an eternity of interdimentional matrix glitch terror, it would be an understatement
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5....
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? -Infinite Interdimentional matrix glitch terror
Saw myself in a frame like pixellated way, leaving digital traces behind, and at the same time expanding into an infinite colleidoscope at such a rate i was convinced my body coulnd't handle that. Not just being absolutely convinced that i fucked up and was dead, i knew something was wrong, like the matrix glitched and i was stuck between dimensions forever, cause i was sure i was dead....that feeling of immortal dimnensional terror is something that even myself as a metalhead could not ever have imagined.
I remember seeing triangles everywhere, wild chaotic glitching geometry in such a paste that i thought the alien is going to burst out of my chest. In a way that they depict fourth spatial dimension in some science articles but totaly chaotic. Then i rememberd reading that no one had died of too much dmt and it will soon pas, eventually it did and i calmed down. Again, when i opened untilted.txt on my pc desktop after a while i was terrified of my messages.
my messages to myself:
FAAAAK.... (f***)
TKO JE KO UMREŠ.... (this is like when you die)
PREVEEEČ (too much)
NI KONC (not the end)
ČLOVEŠK TELO BREMZA (human body hinders)
BOHVE A SE BOM SPOMU (i wonder if i will remember)
NIKDAR VEČ NE PONOVI TEGA!!! (never ever repeat that again)
GROZA!!!!! (horor,terror)
DEJANSKO SM UMRU!! (was litteraly dead)
When reading my message, i was like thinking and trying to remember for more than one hour.
Interestingly, i wouldn't have rememberd things to such extent if i would not have read my messages.
I can imagine what could such trip do to an average person, who did not expect such intense trip.
As much as i have shitted myself from that trip i am gratefull for it.... I can't stop thinking about stuff i saw
and what i can say is that we are very limited in our human bodies, there is so much more to it than anyone could have imagined....
now....where is my scale?....ah frick can't find it; nevermind, il just put on a good measure with my eagle eye....what could go wrong....