Bishibashiboshi
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Hi everyone. As some of you may know, I am inexperienced with spice, having had a total of two blasts of this insanely powerful substance.
My first experience was beautiful and full of love (Divine Moment of Truth), my second was the polar opposite, much heavier and kicked my ass (Demonic, Malevolent and Terrifying)!
This is beside the point I am inquiring into, but a little background helps.
Last night I had a dream and it was to the best of my knowledge a DMT trip, including extreme colourful kaleidoscopic patterning that shifted constantly and contact with a single entity. It startled me and I woke up kind of shaken, as I obviously did not expect this to happen as I was sleeping. As with my two experiences of using spice I can't really remember much of what occurred.
I haven't tried anymore since Sunday, as I was utterly unprepared for what happened, and got quite a fright. I didn't know how to surrender and the spice turned on me in seconds.
Basically I am asking if any other people have experienced anything like this? It's left me feeling puzzled.
I have had sleep paralysis, lucid dreams and OBEs in the past and I know for a fact that this was none of these, so any help would be really welcome!
Cheers.
My first experience was beautiful and full of love (Divine Moment of Truth), my second was the polar opposite, much heavier and kicked my ass (Demonic, Malevolent and Terrifying)!
This is beside the point I am inquiring into, but a little background helps.
Last night I had a dream and it was to the best of my knowledge a DMT trip, including extreme colourful kaleidoscopic patterning that shifted constantly and contact with a single entity. It startled me and I woke up kind of shaken, as I obviously did not expect this to happen as I was sleeping. As with my two experiences of using spice I can't really remember much of what occurred.
I haven't tried anymore since Sunday, as I was utterly unprepared for what happened, and got quite a fright. I didn't know how to surrender and the spice turned on me in seconds.
Basically I am asking if any other people have experienced anything like this? It's left me feeling puzzled.
I have had sleep paralysis, lucid dreams and OBEs in the past and I know for a fact that this was none of these, so any help would be really welcome!
Cheers.
