herbal_shaman
Torin
its taken me about 2 weeks to fully remember everything and come to grips with what happend.
i would like to consider myself an experienced healer but this journey made me feel like a 5 year old child.
I RESPECTFULLY ADMIT THAT I KNOW NOTHIN ABOUT ANYTHING.
so i brewed up 50 grams of cappi, 12 grams of mimosa, 14 inches of a healthy san pedro, 8 grams of mushrooms,i ate 5 hits of l.s.d. after 3 hours of traveling in and out of hyperspace i felt the urge to go farther. i felt that i had come to a point where i could vividly see and experience the world around me and i had accepted the loss of control.
i loaded 40 mg of freebase d.m.t on top of a little cannabis and vaporized it in one hit.
i held it in as long as i possibly could,
after letting it out i could see the geometric patterns blast across the wall at lightning speed.
i was instantly pushed back towards the ground and gave in to the feeling of needing to lay down,
this was gonna be a strong journey.
i lay there observing the geometric shapes slow down in there travels around the room and reach out and grab one.
i can feel its every being as though it was real. i could feel the energy pulse off it and blast between my fingers as i squeezed it and playied with it.
i looked to my side and say my friends puppy dog sitting next to me,
she noticed me looking at her and she proceded to lick my finger and my face.
every time she licked me, my body was over taken with an electrified feeling and i began to laugh uncrollaby.
to any sober person they would think they were hearing the laughs and shreiks of a lunatic.
i had lost control. i laughed like that for about 5 min.
after the dog quit licking me eyeballs started popping out of everywhere and everything. there were looking around and staring everywhere at everything. i looked at my arms and the eyes that had grown out of my body that were staring everywhere including at myself.
i stared deep into one of them on my arm and suddenly i was blasted for what felt like thousands of miles an hour to a new realm of light and euphoria. i was over taken by a sound. vrrrrrrrrrrrrruuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. so loud. i mean loud.
long beams of light surrounded my body as i stared upward looking towards the direction i was traveling.
white beams of light shading in and out blasting past as i traveled.
all of the sudden i was back, the music was off and none of my friends i was tripping with were around anymore,
but i wasnt alone. i stared around me looking for the pressence i had started to notice was there, something. not sure what it was, i couldnt see it. soon the feeling passed and i began to come out of it.
WOW! HOLLY FUCKING SHIT! WHAT WAS THAT! ARRON ARRON!! i began to shout for my best friend who was sleeping in his room.
i had to share this with someone. but he didint wake,
i went out back to my other friend ian. who had stepped outside to smoke a ciggartt. he looked at me and his eyes got all big. he said dude look at your body.... are you ok...?
i look down at my arms and they were coverd in red swollen spots.
i lift up my shirt and sure enough. all over my body. i freak,
i run inside and run into arrons room and shake him awake.
dude look at this, what the fuck!
calm down he says and for some reason i instantly relax.
he says do you feel weird. at that point what does one say?
i feel amazing. he says to just relax and if i feel sick or begin to vomit weird things or start a fever to come wake him and then to worry. he said i was having a mild allergic reaction. i never seen this kind of stuff before.
scared me pretty good. i layed down and went to bed and when i woke up the rash was gone. like it never happend.
iam still trying to understand what it all means.
anyone else ever had an alergic reaction like that before, the spots looked like spider bites.
i would like to consider myself an experienced healer but this journey made me feel like a 5 year old child.
I RESPECTFULLY ADMIT THAT I KNOW NOTHIN ABOUT ANYTHING.
so i brewed up 50 grams of cappi, 12 grams of mimosa, 14 inches of a healthy san pedro, 8 grams of mushrooms,i ate 5 hits of l.s.d. after 3 hours of traveling in and out of hyperspace i felt the urge to go farther. i felt that i had come to a point where i could vividly see and experience the world around me and i had accepted the loss of control.
i loaded 40 mg of freebase d.m.t on top of a little cannabis and vaporized it in one hit.
i held it in as long as i possibly could,
after letting it out i could see the geometric patterns blast across the wall at lightning speed.
i was instantly pushed back towards the ground and gave in to the feeling of needing to lay down,
this was gonna be a strong journey.
i lay there observing the geometric shapes slow down in there travels around the room and reach out and grab one.
i can feel its every being as though it was real. i could feel the energy pulse off it and blast between my fingers as i squeezed it and playied with it.
i looked to my side and say my friends puppy dog sitting next to me,
she noticed me looking at her and she proceded to lick my finger and my face.
every time she licked me, my body was over taken with an electrified feeling and i began to laugh uncrollaby.
to any sober person they would think they were hearing the laughs and shreiks of a lunatic.
i had lost control. i laughed like that for about 5 min.
after the dog quit licking me eyeballs started popping out of everywhere and everything. there were looking around and staring everywhere at everything. i looked at my arms and the eyes that had grown out of my body that were staring everywhere including at myself.
i stared deep into one of them on my arm and suddenly i was blasted for what felt like thousands of miles an hour to a new realm of light and euphoria. i was over taken by a sound. vrrrrrrrrrrrrruuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. so loud. i mean loud.
long beams of light surrounded my body as i stared upward looking towards the direction i was traveling.
white beams of light shading in and out blasting past as i traveled.
all of the sudden i was back, the music was off and none of my friends i was tripping with were around anymore,
but i wasnt alone. i stared around me looking for the pressence i had started to notice was there, something. not sure what it was, i couldnt see it. soon the feeling passed and i began to come out of it.
WOW! HOLLY FUCKING SHIT! WHAT WAS THAT! ARRON ARRON!! i began to shout for my best friend who was sleeping in his room.
i had to share this with someone. but he didint wake,
i went out back to my other friend ian. who had stepped outside to smoke a ciggartt. he looked at me and his eyes got all big. he said dude look at your body.... are you ok...?
i look down at my arms and they were coverd in red swollen spots.
i lift up my shirt and sure enough. all over my body. i freak,
i run inside and run into arrons room and shake him awake.
dude look at this, what the fuck!
calm down he says and for some reason i instantly relax.
he says do you feel weird. at that point what does one say?
i feel amazing. he says to just relax and if i feel sick or begin to vomit weird things or start a fever to come wake him and then to worry. he said i was having a mild allergic reaction. i never seen this kind of stuff before.
scared me pretty good. i layed down and went to bed and when i woke up the rash was gone. like it never happend.
iam still trying to understand what it all means.
anyone else ever had an alergic reaction like that before, the spots looked like spider bites.